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***TW***possible BFP mentioned***TW***Previous loss mentioned one of you gals help me with protocol?

Autumnrae07Autumnrae07 member
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So I know in the regular forum we post questions and other details like these in TWW but I can't post for some stupid reason. Last cycle was a soul shattering experience. I had gotten 2 bfp and in the same 24 hour period my dog went into shock from hemorrhagic gastroenteritis and passed away, then while burying him (very deep, 80 lb pup?) I felt some cramping, and I started spotting very light pink while on my feet...sadly a few days later the spring turned to red blood and confirmed with midwife the loss at 5 wks 1 day. Fast forward to this cycle I really was thinking about taking a step back from trying to conceive and I actually didn't even login to TB or anything and then come the other day my boyfriend said something about my boobs looking larger and I noticed them pictures too, also they've been killing me and my cervix changed back to high and it's medium and not in position like normal for my period was just in 2 days so I went down to the dollar store and grabbed a couple tests 10dpo. Wouldn't you know it...something hinting at a line. In the time frame. Just like my CP cycle.( :/ nervous) Enough to make me chew my fingernails to nothing obsessing. Tested 11dpo and again I get this super faint line.( if you could call it that?) 12dpo and on the new choice a slightly better line, the veriquick which was bfn yesterday has a very faint but clear pink line. I'm not calling it my BFP yet just in case. My bf wants a line you can see across the room before he gets excited again! Lol. I'm nervous, letting myself somewhat get excited. FX this is it and I get my little rainbow. I'm sorry if I'm not supposed to put this here. But didn't know the rules on the ttc after loss page.
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Re: ***TW***possible BFP mentioned***TW***Previous loss mentioned one of you gals help me with protocol?

  • decoycandydecoycandy member
    Fingers crossed. I am not sure what the.protocol is, but the possibility of a happy story is uplifting and comforting to me. I wish you so much luck and love.
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  • Autumnrae07Autumnrae07 member
    Thank you so much! I'm dying to go and $ be damned, I found a pack of 5 CB digi 20$ walmart.
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  • joyful08joyful08 member
    I am so very genuinely sorry for your loss! But this post is pretty much a drive by BFP. There was no question posed and it may feel like to a lot of people it's just you waving your bfp in our face. At least that's how I took it.
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  • Autumnrae07Autumnrae07 member
    I have Been actively posting in the tww and WTO threads. I didn't mean any disrespect or to be seen as a drive by. I guess I didn't make it clear that I was asking protocol about posting on this board. I apologize sincerely of anyone took it as such. I didn't see a place for this kind of thing and since my phone or app was acting up I want able to pay in tww board yet. I was simply trying to share my story as I have been because I do get the support I have needed with caring,educated in the topic women who are going through similar trials.
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  • Autumnrae07Autumnrae07 member
    @joyful08 I truly do apologize if my ignorance caused you any pain.
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  • queenklauqueenklau member
    Hi, i am very sorry about your losses! I remember your original intro post about your angel and puppy.
    I am going to try to attempt to answer your question (based on what I know), corrections welcomed. I recommend NOT starting a new discussion regarding possible BFP, which by the way it sound like a BFP! Alternatively, you can post in the weekly thread. If you start a new discussion maybe make it clear what the purpose the new thread it (I.e rant/questions/similar experiences requested).
    My 2 cents. Remember this is a grieving/hope/support/encouragement forum so people are at different stages of ttcal and may take this post the wrong way.
    I wish you best of luck in the next few days, sounds like you will be moving to the pgal forum!
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    BFP 2 09/25/2015 EDD June 2016 MMC 9wks; 
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  • Autumnrae07Autumnrae07 member
    Thank you for your advice. And for remembering my mojo. I really hope I didn't cause any harm. I never intended to. I'll post in the tww thread again today.
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  • PeggyOlsonFTWPeggyOlsonFTW member
    You can always post a BFP in the weekly TTCAL check-in. Not to beat a dead horse, but I also feel that starting a new thread was unnecessary. 

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    BFP #1 12/2012, DS born 8/2013
    BFP #2 7/2015, MMC and D&C 9/2015
    BFP #3 11/2015, CP
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  • Autumnrae07Autumnrae07 member
    Well it was obviously me wanting it so much coupled with a few of those stupid new curve handle frers. I won't be using them again. I haven't updated our posted since. I took a step back from all things ttc to regain my sanity. Sorry again if I upset anyone.
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  • linnea625linnea625 member
    Sorry to hear it was a fake bfp from those stupid curved tests :( tons of ppl have been complaining about those. FWIW I think the "pregnant after a loss" board would be a good place for posts like this. Personally I wasn't offended by your post, but that board is probably more appropriate. Good luck to you.
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    3/15/2015 BFP!
    4/15/2015 MMC  :'(
    2/25/2016 BFP! Hoping for the best!
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