Hello everyone I just wanted to start a discussion for all those moms that might be feeling overwhelmed or a little stressed. My son was due January 6th and decided to make his debut October 27th. We spent 6 weeks in NICU. While he was in there I felt as all I could contribute was my time and brestmilk. I began to produce wayyy more milk than my son was intaking so my boyfriend told me to stop pumping at night to get some extra sleep. I was going to pick up once we knew when our son was going to be coming home. nearing the end of his stay at NICU we were not informed that he was going to becoming home until the day before. I was only producing 20-40mls per pump by then and was not prepared for baby to come home. But from once I had him till then nothing was as we planned. Once he came home I had plenty of milk in the freezer but seemed as though I could not produce more that 20-40 mls. I began to become frustrated and am still struggling with my milk supply. It's been so hard trying to accommodate even one good feed for my son. I am supplementing formula; and I am okay with this but I am also sad that I cannot give my son something I know I can produce so much of. On top of this I keep worrying about daily things as if I am doing all I can for him, offering him the proper things, giving him a chance to self sooth, am I doing what I should, should I do more, am I a good mom? My boyfriend has been very supportive and behind me 100% but I just want to have some discussion with other moms seeing if they are worrying or possibly wondering anything like this.