My only bitch today is that it's Monday and it finally feels like January outside. I hate winter, but I'm glad I can have an excuse to hibernate during 1st tri.
Can I just whine that I hate working 80 hours a week and I can't wait until my residency is over and I can work normal hours?! I freaked out when I called my ob today and realized how hard scheduling appointments will be. I started crying in what I thought was a secluded hallway when a neonatologist who had been taking a shower came out in her towel to comfort me. She was very nice but it was an awkward moment.
Side note: I have since talked to another resident and I will just have to take the appointments when I can get them and advocate for myself and LO to leave when I have to. Hoping I can do this!
DD1 6.2011 DD2 4.2013 - vbac DS1 9.2016 - vbac, team green Baby #4 due 9.2018
Superwoman or naive med student who, with her fellow med student husband, decided to throw caution to the wind at age 22 (and 24 and apparently age 27!). Haha, but thanks!!
DD1 6.2011 DD2 4.2013 - vbac DS1 9.2016 - vbac, team green Baby #4 due 9.2018
My Dh has been a whiney negative nancy for 3 days and its really starting to annoy the sh*t out of me. He was bitchy and annoyed at basically everything we did yesterday because he was 'so tired'. So last night I woke up with DS at 3am (teething) and again at 730am when he was up for the day. And I had an OB appt this morning at 9 and I took DS with me so he could sleep even longer. I get back and he's immediately stressed out about the smallest stupidest stuff. "We have to take the lights down, and pack up all the christmas stuff. We need dog food. We don't have time to go look at cars because and I want to eat dinner before 10PM tonight." Freaking relax dude! Its not even noon!
My Dh has been a whiney negative nancy for 3 days and its really starting to annoy the sh*t out of me. He was bitchy and annoyed at basically everything we did yesterday because he was 'so tired'. So last night I woke up with DS at 3am (teething) and again at 730am when he was up for the day. And I had an OB appt this morning at 9 and I took DS with me so he could sleep even longer. I get back and he's immediately stressed out about the smallest stupidest stuff. "We have to take the lights down, and pack up all the christmas stuff. We need dog food. We don't have time to go look at cars because and I want to eat dinner before 10PM tonight." Freaking relax dude! Its not even noon!
Sounds like my husband. He's awesome and so helpful with our daughter and around the house but he acts like it's so hard to get everything done. Dude is so inefficient and what takes him all day takes me a couple hors.
Thats so my DH. He works alot and his job is very fast passed so when he's home he can still be in work mode. He tries to knock out a bunch of chores (that I do every day) and either does them wrong or takes forever!
I hate not living in the states. I really and truly do.
OMG you will not be saying that later on when you hear about what American ladies have to go through with Maternity leave and health insurance when they're having babies!!! It's truly shocking.
I hate seeing "240 more days to go" on my siggy. Can we fast forward please?? I have every intention of enjoying this pregnancy, I just want to get past the part where nobody knows and I'm not showing yet.
There was a shooting in my neighborhood a few nights ago. Don't want to say exactly where since it would be a dead giveaway of where I live and I'm not ready for that kind of closeness on S16;). The people shot were gang members but it was in an affluent neighborhood.
I hate seeing "240 more days to go" on my siggy. Can we fast forward please?? I have every intention of enjoying this pregnancy, I just want to get past the part where nobody knows and I'm not showing yet.
Hate the bloated is she pregnant or did she eat too many cheeseburgers phase. That was me forever with my daughter. I didn't get a real baby belly until well past 20 weeks.
Back to the real world today. Which isn't so bad except for the fact that DH has a two-hour commute so his workdays are a loooooong time away from home (6am-7:30/8pm). It's been so nice having him around every day these past couple of weeks (his company shut down for the holidays). I'm going to miss having quality time with him on weekdays again, and I know DD will too. Here's hoping to a new, better and closer job for him in 2016!
Back at work and missing my dog. She didn't get a proper walk in this morning due to rain before I left for work. Her walker came already but still. Ugh. Dog mom problems.
My frieking back has been killingggg me. Ever since I had DS, it has never been the same. Going to the chiropractor for the 3rd time in the past week. Arghh
My first ultrasound got moved back a day because my RE won't be in the office and wants to be there for the scan. I'm torn because I want him to be there, but I'm upset because I have to wait longer for my scan now. I realize it's just another day, not that big of a deal, but I was really looking forward to Wednesday being the day.
Small potatoes, I know. I'm not really that upset about it, but it's irritating.
My Monday bitchfest is about "the girls" getting all swollen and big. No bras fit me.. I'm popping out of them.. many of my shirts are fitting awkwardly, and my really super warm winter jacket is too tight... Now I have to buy a new one. On top of it all I feel like everyone is noticing (even if it's just me feeling uncomfortable and insecure out it) Just add it to the list of things I need to spend money on
Me:35, DH 37 ~ Married July 2014 ttc July 2015 ~ bfp Nov 2015 (cp) bfp Dec 2015 ~ (tfmr 17wk, March 2016, genetic disease) ttcal May 2016
Re: Monday Bitchfest
Side note: I have since talked to another resident and I will just have to take the appointments when I can get them and advocate for myself and LO to leave when I have to. Hoping I can do this!
DD2 4.2013 - vbac
DS1 9.2016 - vbac, team green
Baby #4 due 9.2018
DD2 4.2013 - vbac
DS1 9.2016 - vbac, team green
Baby #4 due 9.2018
1. My boss isn't at work (after I've been out for three weeks) and I need him to get a bunch of projects rolling! WAHHHH. So I'll sit here like this:
2. My OB wants me to go for another beta draw. I feel like a damn pincushion!
Sounds like my husband. He's awesome and so helpful with our daughter and around the house but he acts like it's so hard to get everything done. Dude is so inefficient and what takes him all day takes me a couple hors.
I think I'm ready for a move to the suburbs.
Hate the bloated is she pregnant or did she eat too many cheeseburgers phase. That was me forever with my daughter. I didn't get a real baby belly until well past 20 weeks.
Small potatoes, I know. I'm not really that upset about it, but it's irritating.
● IUI #2: BFP - early M/C :'(
● IUI #3: BFN
● IUI #4: BFN
● IVF/FET #1 (2 transferred): BFP! TWINS!
● FET #2 (1 transferred): BFP! BOY #3!
● Natural #1: BFP - M/C @ 8 weeks :'(
● Natural #2: BFP - M/C @ 5w5d :'(
ttc July 2015 ~ bfp Nov 2015 (cp)
bfp Dec 2015 ~ (tfmr 17wk, March 2016, genetic disease)
ttcal May 2016