I got sooo annoyed digging through my makeup bag this morning , it took like 3 minutes to find a certain makeup brush ! Plus I'm on the verge of puking because I can't stand the smell of that Dang makeup bag .... I decided I'm not going in to work today BC we have freezing rain and ice storms and my work involves driving all day. I have no clue what to do with my time today , this whole maternity leave thing will probably drive me crazy ! Can't I just go in to labor today so I don't have to work the rest of this week !? Work is getting old , I'm starting to feel sick again ... But yet I'm bored and don't want to do nothing. Due January 10th , twiddling my thumbs because I feel like a ticking time bomb waiting for the bloody show to arrive
Not really bitching because I feel really bad for my doctor AND it's clearly out of the offices control, I also tend to have luck like this BUT I had to share lol tomorrow is my due date. Had an appt today (supposed to) at 830 got a call early this am asking if we could push it back until 12 with the other doctor in the practice because my doctors mom died last night. That's so sad so of course, no problem. THEN I get another phone call saying the other doctor in the practice had to go deliver a baby and can I now come in at 345... Once again out of their control so yes of course but I am starting to wonder if my 40 week appointment will be occurring today or not haha all of this before 1030 I can't help but laugh.
I'm really sick of being so hungry in the morning when I wake up that I feel like I'm going to vomit. No, stomach... I don't want to get up and eat at 5:30 AM. I want to sleep until 11. What is this, the first trimester again?
1)Had a horrible dream that i needed a c-section and my old boss was involve along with other weird dreams that made me wake up pissed off. 2)Woke up dreanched in sweat cuz stupid SO turned the heat up(most likely the cause of my bad dreams) before he left for work so im even more pissed that i have to sit in a hot house until it cools back down. 3) My mom is supposed to bring me my car back today but it snowed and im afraid she'll get stuck even though there are new tires so that means im probably stuck at home till SO gets off work at 5 cuz roads aren't even being plowed yet:(
I woke up yesterday with the beginning of a cold. Felt ok yesterday afternoon but all night my throat throbbed. Probably slept a whole 2 hours last night. No matter what I tried I couldnt get my throat to calm down. Popsicles. Hot water with lemon and honey. Straight honey. Water. Everything felt fine for 2 min and it was back. Come on cold! Go away! Knowing my luck I'll have it when I go into labor.
My two year old is being a little turd today. He's generally a pretty good, obedient kid but today has been lots of groaning and whining and grumpiness. All of this and he's doing every little thing he can to not obey me and DH. We were trying to do our normal nap routine and every single little thing was a battle! I mean from going upstairs, going potty, to picking a book, sitting on the bed, holding his blanket.....AHHHH!!! So unlike him and so not something I can deal with at the moment. I have zero patience for any of this! Thankful for a sweet DH who can just let it go and take control!
Work sucks! Some time between last week and this week, being at work has gotten 10 times harder. Im 36.5weeks and am hoping to work till 39. Im fortunate to have a desk job but im still in so many different kinds of pain just sitting here.
I seriously loathe facebook. Namely, the passive aggressive twat waffles who just want to piss all over everyone's parades and play in the puddles...
I'd delete the damn thing if it wasn't the most convenient way to keep up with our friends and family (we live hundreds of miles away from everyone we know).
But like, seriously. Don't write this big passive aggressive post about a very specific topic that burns your ass up 25 seconds after I share a picture of something of that very nature and then jump all over me with that "oh wow. You have a guilty conscience, lol, because this had nothing to do with you, lol" nonsense.
Yeah, ok. I'm sure it didn't. *rolls eyes.*
ETA: I might need to fine tune my friend list with a more specific definition of "friend" in mind, haha...
1. If SO turns up the heat at night again, I'll break his arm. It's 64* for a reason! The toddler's room is super warm and he wears footie pjs, and we have sheets, fleece blanket, and comforter on out bed. Our room is the ONLY cold room in the house. If you want it warmer in here, help remove the flucking window a/c unit that I've been mentioning for months and plastic wrap the windows!
2. I'm tired of nightmares. I dreamed I came home to SO screwing an old gf. In our bed. And he broke my jaw when I freaked out. I also dreamed that the toddler was in the PICU for a brain injury and no one would tell me anything or let me touch him.
3. MIL is driving us both crazy since she broke her ankle and had surgery before Christmas. She calls each of us 10+ times a day. We have made a policy of answering her calls once a day, and she knows this. She's just bored. So, when we were ignoring her calls this morning, she texts "Call now! Emergency!" so, of course, SO calls her right back. There was no emergency. She starts up with "I heard you got in trouble at work and are getting fired." She lives 2 hours away, and SO is in no trouble, so she heard no such thing. When SO asked just what she heard, she got all vague and cagey "I can't tell you." and "I don't want to reveal my sources, so why don't YOU tell ME what you've been doing at work" and "how much do you make again?" After about 10 min of this, SO told her to either put up or shut up (but nicer) and that if she didn't have anything real to offer, he had better things to do. She started crying about how nobody cares, so he hung up. I'm still ignoring her calls b/c I don't want to hear how it's all my fault.
4. My fuzzy ferret, Haunter, died overnight. I have no idea why or how. She was perfectly fine while I was playing with her and trimming her nails last night. I haven't let myself be upset yet b/c toddler, but I know it's coming.
Can you please shut the hell up already?! You need to stop calling/ texting to see if I'm in labor just so you can get out of work. If I could push this baby out I already would have. You have had the last 11 days off. You have 8 more days of work then have 12 weeks paternity leave. Seriously. Have some patience. I would happily switch places with you. How about you come deal with 5 kids, plus their friends, all while contracting and trying to clean house and I will go to work for you. K. Thanks.
One of my bffs SO had been texting me 6+ times a day for the past 2 weeks asking if baby is here yet and how I'm feeling. Nothing has changed! He is still in my uterus and I'm in pain. I feel like a walrus and a beached whale some how got it on and I'm the resulting spawn. I don't like her even under the best of circumstances but having to answer the same questions multiple times a day when I'm feeling this crappy makes me want to punch her in the face while my hand is covered in hot sauce!
I got put on (modified) bed rest at 31 weeks, had BH super bad, started dilating, etc. Now I'm 37.5 weeks, off bed rest, but hello, contractions, where are you?! I'm hiking up huge hills, going on major shopping trips, vacuuming the stairs, nothing!! 6 weeks of sitting around to probably go to 41 weeks, ha...so ready to not be pregnant anymore.
I'm now 39 weeks, hoping for a vbac, and expecting a 9 pounder if he waits till next week. Three weeks ago the contractions started, and I Dialated to at least 1, but then spent a lot of time sick, on antibiotics, etc, and it mostly settled down. Now the painful BH are back, a few minor random regular contractions and cramps in between for hours, on top of tons of pressure and feeling like my pelvic bone is broken for days. I want to bounce it out on my ball, and walk (or rather waddle because walking isn't quite happening) until it's real... but we are right in the middle of a lovely ice storm, so I'm fighting the urge to encourage things for a few more hours until the temps rise and more salt has hit the roads. Upside, 16 yo SS is here, so if we have to leave at 5 am he can handle our 5 yo (who will be sleeping anyway) until their grandparents can get here, instead of dragging little man out in the weather, or waiting for them, which would probably take 1-2 hours between our call, and arriving at triage in this weather.
Re: Monday Bitchfest
2)Woke up dreanched in sweat cuz stupid SO turned the heat up(most likely the cause of my bad dreams) before he left for work so im even more pissed that i have to sit in a hot house until it cools back down.
3) My mom is supposed to bring me my car back today but it snowed and im afraid she'll get stuck even though there are new tires so that means im probably stuck at home till SO gets off work at 5 cuz roads aren't even being plowed yet:(
I seriously loathe facebook. Namely, the passive aggressive twat waffles who just want to piss all over everyone's parades and play in the puddles...
I'd delete the damn thing if it wasn't the most convenient way to keep up with our friends and family (we live hundreds of miles away from everyone we know).
But like, seriously. Don't write this big passive aggressive post about a very specific topic that burns your ass up 25 seconds after I share a picture of something of that very nature and then jump all over me with that "oh wow. You have a guilty conscience, lol, because this had nothing to do with you, lol" nonsense.
Yeah, ok. I'm sure it didn't. *rolls eyes.*
ETA: I might need to fine tune my friend list with a more specific definition of "friend" in mind, haha...
1. If SO turns up the heat at night again, I'll break his arm. It's 64* for a reason! The toddler's room is super warm and he wears footie pjs, and we have sheets, fleece blanket, and comforter on out bed. Our room is the ONLY cold room in the house. If you want it warmer in here, help remove the flucking window a/c unit that I've been mentioning for months and plastic wrap the windows!
2. I'm tired of nightmares. I dreamed I came home to SO screwing an old gf. In our bed. And he broke my jaw when I freaked out. I also dreamed that the toddler was in the PICU for a brain injury and no one would tell me anything or let me touch him.
3. MIL is driving us both crazy since she broke her ankle and had surgery before Christmas. She calls each of us 10+ times a day. We have made a policy of answering her calls once a day, and she knows this. She's just bored. So, when we were ignoring her calls this morning, she texts "Call now! Emergency!" so, of course, SO calls her right back. There was no emergency. She starts up with "I heard you got in trouble at work and are getting fired." She lives 2 hours away, and SO is in no trouble, so she heard no such thing. When SO asked just what she heard, she got all vague and cagey "I can't tell you." and "I don't want to reveal my sources, so why don't YOU tell ME what you've been doing at work" and "how much do you make again?" After about 10 min of this, SO told her to either put up or shut up (but nicer) and that if she didn't have anything real to offer, he had better things to do. She started crying about how nobody cares, so he hung up. I'm still ignoring her calls b/c I don't want to hear how it's all my fault.
4. My fuzzy ferret, Haunter, died overnight. I have no idea why or how. She was perfectly fine while I was playing with her and trimming her nails last night. I haven't let myself be upset yet b/c toddler, but I know it's coming.
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Can you please shut the hell up already?! You need to stop calling/ texting to see if I'm in labor just so you can get out of work. If I could push this baby out I already would have. You have had the last 11 days off. You have 8 more days of work then have 12 weeks paternity leave. Seriously. Have some patience. I would happily switch places with you. How about you come deal with 5 kids, plus their friends, all while contracting and trying to clean house and I will go to work for you. K. Thanks.
I don't like her even under the best of circumstances but having to answer the same questions multiple times a day when I'm feeling this crappy makes me want to punch her in the face while my hand is covered in hot sauce!