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Intro.. Late & long

ACarulloACarullo member
in Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
Found out I was pregnant July 4th, miscarried a week later while in church.. I couldn't bring myself to tell my husband during the service so I just stood there while it was happening, in complete shock. I never even cried, I was just so numb. I was so excited when I found out. Terrified, but excited. We had bought books and stuffed animals to send to our parents as a way of telling them. It's such a hard thing to deal with, and I feel I won't be whole again until I get pregnant again. We've been trying for a few months now but no luck. Which sucked because while this was happening, I was attending cosmetology school and it seemed like everyone got pregnant after I had my miscarriage. I couldn't deal with all the complaining about morning sickness and all the symptoms that come with pregnancy. Then, one of my close friends found out she was pregnant. I'm excited for her because her and her husband have been trying for a while but at the same time it's just so damn hard to have to hear about them being pregnant all the time - and it's literally all the damn time. It's like they forgot I was ever pregnant and had a miscarriage.

Ughhhhh. Just needed to vent. Haha this is my first time in these boards since my miscarriage.
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  • decoycandydecoycandy member
    So sorry you've had to experience this. Pretty great group here to vent to. May 2016 bring you luck and love.
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  • hapafamilyvloghapafamilyvlog member
    I feel like I see pregnant people everywhere now, too. :( I know how you feel.
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  • susykat77susykat77 member
    I'm so sorry for your loss. This is a great place to vent. Big hugs to you.

    ***TW****MC mentioned & BFP mentioned***


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    Diagnosed MMC at 9w1d on 11/30/15
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