I feel useless. I miss working and I feel guilty that I miss working. I'm supposed to return to work on Jan 4th but I don't know if I'm going back. I don't want to miss out on anything with my son. I dont think I've ever been so conflicted...
@floyd1rl I felt the same way about work. Now in my second week back I feel like the complete mom... I take care of my son financially and by being home with him in the afternoons so he doesn't have to go to daycare! Good luck making one of the worlds hardest decisions.
SO's ex is annoying the hell out of me. He upgraded her computer and she was supposed to give us the money for the upgrades today. She didn't, she said she'll give us the money when she's in town again. She originally tried to do it whenever her and SO are in town at the same time, which she is usually in town when he's at work, so I told her that I'm always home so whenever she's in town to let me know. She also gave me sass about the time I was home to drop off B even though I told her I had appointments and running to do today so times were very limited. It was via text so I just stated the times and when I was leaving and answered her question without any other detail to not cause problems but uggh
Apparently my husband doesn't care about me or his children. He's cheating and going to strip clubs and wants divorce. Well he can have his f-ing divorce. There's no trust or respect left in me for him. These kids (DD 2, DS 1.5 months) deserve better than that and they should have people who will put them first instead of last. So time for us to get out of this toxic environment for our own good.
I know it's not Monday anymore but my swing's motor broke yesterday night (on a Monday) while my girl was napping.. The only place she will nap longer than 20 min! She woke up as soon as the swinging stopped. Called fisher price this morning and they will send a new motor for free but it will take 10-14 business days to get here Today is day #1 of teaching her how to sleep in the rock n play or crib for her naps and it is going terrible. To top it off she has an awful cold and is cranky and congested. Here's to a wonderful couple of weeks ahead of us!
Went to have my 6 week check up hoping to be cleared for exercise and also possibly get the iud only to be told my stitches didn't heal right. Now I have to go back to have them redone. Like that's not bad enough, they have no availability till December 24th. Why a day before Christmas?? Just when I thought I was done with the healing process...
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