So my husband is currently deployed. I found out today the baby has some issues, nothing life threatening but scary none the less. Also, I'm having a lot of complications. So today was very hard and emotional with out the husband here. He sent flowers which I love, but I really would just love for him to be home but know that isn't possible. Everyone tells me to not stress or worry, but it's hard to NOT do those things when it's your baby... I try my hardest to not be upset but it's hard when all you can think of what if it's not going to correct itself, and all the other million questions running through your head. Just one of those days, where I hate deployments and I just want him home!