I would like to reintroduce myself to this group.
Back in January I joined this group because I had an Ectopic pregnancy. However, I joined the group at the worst possible time because there was a lot of.....not nice things going on, that I will not rehash. I will just say that being apart of the board was bringing on more stress, so I stopped coming around after a few weeks. Now, with the holidays approaching, and no pregnancy yet, it began to bring back old feelings that I had when the ectopic happened. I can't stop thinking about how things should be, or would be if that wouldn't have happened, or what may have caused it. It is just replaying in my mind, and once again I need a support group of people who may be going through similar things. I have been commenting on posts and I have not introduced myself to this group, so my apologies. So here I am, this is me. I am sorry for everyone's loss, and that these conditions are what bring us to this particular website. I also hope that everyone is able to make it through the holidays as pleasantly as possible.