1. I'm contemplating accepting an offer to go back to work full time.
2. As a SAHM, this is terrifying to me. How do you STM's who work FT balance it all?
3. We still haven't told MIL that we're expecting our second. We're just delaying the negative reaction. She was less than thrilled for us the first time around. I have very low expectations this time.
4. I broke up a dog fight last week (the morning after my car accident!) and almost had the tip of my index finger bitten off. It's painful and healing so slowly. I can't wait to use my right hand again.
5. I'm craving cheeseburgers hardcore lately.
6. H and I are getting away for (a kid free night) our 3rd wedding anniversary tonight. I'm so excited. I told him that I want to sleep for 18 hours
7. Sometimes I remember the sleepless nights with DD and I wonder why we decided to have a second!
8. All of my maternity clothing is in storage and my belly is growing by the day. I really don't think I can wait the 3 months until our house is built to get my clothes back. I guess I'll have to bite the bullet and buy some new pieces.
9. I desperately want to buy an uppa baby vista double stroller. Brand new, they're over $1000. I've been looking online regularly and striking out. I really just need a bigger basket underneath the stroller. My Britax Is nice but storage is so limited.
10. There are so many things I'm excited about having 2 littles. And so many things that scare the Sh!t out of me. I guess you just figure it all out with time.
Re: Ten Things Tuesday
2. I was asleep at 8 pm on Sunday night. I slept until 7 and still felt exhausted when I woke up.
3. I miss having energy.
4. I'm watching a friend's 4 week old this afternoon. I really hope my DD naps the whole time.
5. I second the fear of going back to sleepless nights with kid #2.
6. We're going to Disney World for Thanksgiving. I'm so excited, even though I won't be able to ride much.
7. This will be the first Thanksgiving we haven't been home with family... Ever. I'm strangely okay with it.
8. I've ordered a lot of new Christmas decorations for this year. I'm not normally an impulse buyer. I blame it on being pregnant
9. I'm currently eating my DD's yogurt melts. Yum.
10. I wish I could take a nap.
DS: Born 5-17-16
2. I have a hematology appt today to come up with a good iron supplementation plan. I'm glad my OB wants to be thorough, but any extra appointment that I can't get after work (like today) forces me to take a sick day and eat into my maternity leave.
3. DS slept through independently until 3:30 am last night! That's unprecedented.
4. DH was totally frazzled when I got home from work yesterday. DS hadn't napped well and was overtired. When he gets overtired, sometimes he cries so hard he vomits...this happened yesterday. Apparently when DS vomited, DH vomited too and couldn't bring himself to clean it up. (At least he made it to the bathroom with the adult sized puke). So I was immediately handed a towel and a crying, tired toddler, and an apology.
5. (#4 continued) I got DS to sleep within 15min by letting him cuddle his Mickey stuffed animal while I sang to him, and cleaned up the puke all the while planning a out my after school snack because I was ravenous. DH couldn't believe that I could go right from vomit cleanup to snacking with only a hand wash in between.
6. I still wish I could make staying at home work. The only way it would if if DH gets a job with awesome insurance. My job carries all of our health/dental insurance and isn't cheap...but is way cheaper than what we'd pay for this plan on our own.
7. DH is still job searching. He made up a new basic cover letter to tailor to fit each job. I'm hoping it helps. He had a great skill set, but I'm worried he doesn't come across as well on paper as in practice.
8. I'm starting to feel like I'm impatiently waiting to know the sex of this baby. Last time, waiting until 20 weeks wasn't bad because I didn't realize there were options to find out sooner. Now that I know, it's taunting me. Money for an out if pocket ultrasound or test comes out of our emergency funds though, and I just can't justify it.
9. Turkey Hill pumpkin pie ice cream is awesome. I love the cinnamon graham cracker swirl in it.
10. We pulled a tick off of DS on Saturday and I'm still anxious about it. We consulted with the pediatrician who assured us the risk on contracting something was low since it hadn't been on him 24hrs, but I hate the possibility hanging there-- and that we have to assume that any flu like symptoms over the next 2 months could be tick related.
1. I've been eating a lot of sunflower seeds lately. This baby is a salt fiend.
2. My tomato aversion is over! Now I want to eat all the tomatoes, tomato sauces, and tomato based soups.
3. My feet hurt. I need new boots and shoes for work that are comfortable and nice but I don't know what to get. Dansko's seem like the obvious answer but they've always hurt my feet. Any suggestions?
4. My H is sick and I have zero patience for his mancold right now. He's driving me nuts because I have to tell him to cover his mouth when he coughs (how old are we?) and then gets annoyed when I remind him to wash his hands. I feel bad for being insensitive but I really don't want to catch it and I wish he were more conscientious.
5. Peter Dinklage (the actor who plays Tyrion in Game of Thrones) lives down the block from my office and must be back in town from filming this week because I've seen him walking his dog the past two mornings on my way in. I'm a HUGE Game of Thrones fan and love seeing him but I'd never let on (c'mon I'm a New Yorker!) but he is very neighborly and friendly and usually says hello to me.
6. My co-worker who just got back from maternity leave is bringing in maternity clothes for me tomorrow and I can't wait! I'm so sick of the handful of outfits I have that fit.
7. I'm just starting to think about lunch...
8. I'm getting really excited for our early sex scan on Saturday. I'm looking forward to narrowing down the name search once we know and hoping to come up with our short list sooner than later. I'm jealous of people who decide so quickly and easily.
9. I'm scared that I'll never have the urge to nest.
10. Every morning I lie in bed for ten extra minutes quietly hoping to feel the baby but no luck so far.
2. DH has a lunch today with his team and he's bringing me something back. Probably not the healthiest thing in the world but fried shrimp, fries, and cole slaw. I've only been wanting fries forever so yay!
3. Sleeping is starting to get more uncomfortable for me. I think I'm going to cave and buy a snoogle on Amazon today.
4. I REALLY need to go clothes shopping today. Down to one pair of pants that isn't completely uncomfortable when buttoned.
5. Told work yesterday about the pregnancy. Better reactions all around than I expected which is good.
6. DH is slacking. My entire family knows about the pregnancy and he still hasn't told anyone in his. Honestly I think they have a pretty good idea anyway but he probably should do it soon since we plan on having our main Thanksgiving with a bunch of his family.
7. What I previously thought was not a bump I'm pretty sure actually is upon further inspection. At least it doesn't really look like I just need a gym membership now so that's a plus.
8. I want to know the sex of the baby. I won't get to find out until just before Christmas, maybe even after and I'm getting really impatient.
9. I really want the BOB stroller door buster at Target on Black Friday. DH does too. Priorities have certainly shifted from last years Black Friday Xbox games and TV's. Lol.
10. I'm doing a local Turkey Trot 5k with DH on thanksgiving and I'm super excited. He never wanted to do stuff like this with me before, but now he said he wants to start being more active with the baby coming. Now if I can just get him to train for a half with me after the baby comes.
2. Our mantel remodel is underway! We had a step up to our fireplace before and it was giving me so much anxiety to watch DS run around near it. Safety was the main motivation but getting to pick our pretty quartz stone for a new look was fun too! Can't wait to see the final product
3. I have a short week (I don't work a couple Friday's per month) and a meeting that is getting me out of working a late night. I'm trying to focus on these positives rather than sulking about working in general
4. DH is going to start looking for a new job. It's exciting and a little nerve wracking but it's time, he isn't seeing as much growth opportunity as he would like.
5. New cloth diaper prints from Blueberry are released today! Hello my name is lionstigersbears and I have an addiction.
6. So...I jumped DH in my sleep last night. Is this like...a pregnancy thing?
7. I vow to eat zero french fries this week.
8. We are staying home for Thanksgiving and I'm thrilled! We travel for practically everything so being home is such a relief.
9. I was lurking somewhere last nights and found a GTKY show your bling thread. The pictures wouldn't load so I planned to check again today, because sparkles, but can't find it! Where the hell was I lurking!?
10. I got a breakfast sandwich 30 min ago at Panera. I'm about to go back and order a lunch now. No judging.
2. I haven't really had any crazy pregnancy dreams that I'm aware of...I always usually have pretty vivid dreams, but nothing baby related so far. I had a dream last week I was in prison with my sister. Before I got pregnant I dreamt that I was in labor & gave birth, but I woke up before finding out the sex. Actually, that dream might have happened right around the time I got KU.
3. I worry a lot that I'll go into my appointment next Monday and there won't be a heartbeat, even though my family has a history of healthy full term pregnancies.
4. I worry about after Baby J comes and taking time off work...since I'm a contract Social Worker with the courts, I'm technically self employed and I won't have income during that time. I don't want to cut back on time spent with my baby just because I'll need the money. I'm hoping to take 8 weeks off and then go back part time, or at least schedule my days so I get my hours in 2.5 or 3 days. I'm thankful to have a supportive supervisor and coworkers that are excited for me.
5. I hate the house we live in, it's too small to be bringing a child into it so I'm trying to brainstorm how to make room for baby. It's hard. I can't wait to move, but we need to sell our crappy house first.
6. I really struggle with my relationship with my mom, and I think me being pregnant has really brought these issues up to a point when I can't ignore them anymore.
7. I wish I could bring my dog to work with me and just snuggle him while I'm meetjng with clients. He is the best and I would love my job even more!
8. As much as I love my job, sometimes my clients really frustrate me! Like all of last week when they felt the need to be incredibly argumentative.
9. I'm not going to tell any of my client's I'm KU, because it's none of their business, unless there is an emergency that arises that I would need to inform them. It'll be pretty funny to watch them try and figure out if I'm PG or just getting fat.
10. My husband is so cute when he talks about Baby J! Since this is our first, he didn't really know what to think when I first told him, but now he talks about little feet running around and he is so protective of me and "his baby"! I love it.
2. We live next door to DH parents and across the street from his sister...they're all going to be gone this weekend and I'm really excited about it.
3. My grandpa just got out of the icu yesterday! I've been told we're now allowed to take the kids to see him
4. Despite my fear, I'm pretty sure we're headed down on Saturday. He's been asking for his "jessie" and that makes me happy and sad. We have to go.
5. DS#2 had his 1 year pics done last Wednesday at home instead of the farm. They turned out surprisingly well.
6. I'm not ready for my baby to be one....
7. I scheduled my c section date. They said unless something happens it'll be at 39 weeks on that tuesday. May 3. My anniversary is the 4th. All I've been thinking since is "I hope I get a decent meal on my anniversary". Lol
8. The kids I babysit for left super early today...now I don't know what to do all afternoon since my kids are with their grandma today.
9. I was in my aunts wedding a few weeks ago. My parents found out. I have yet to hear the end of it. . .why you ask? It was a "gay wedding" or as I like to call it...a wedding.
10. Replacing the door handle on my car was ridiculous. 200 bucks. 2 weeks pay. Ugh. I was also informed 2 of the other 3 are about ready to break as well. Yippee for adulthood!
DS1: May 2016
DS2: Jan 2019
Baby #3 EDD: 6/18/24
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2. After all the shenanigans I've been through with trying to get my 12 week screening, I have an appointment for it today at 12:30. So excited, yet kind of sad since hubby won't be there with me.
3. Since we are moving across the country in 4 weeks, my sister and friend are throwing a "celebrate the pregnancy and one last get together before the move" this Saturday. It'll be a small group of women but I'm really excited. This will kind of be my "shower" since all of my friends and family won't be able to travel across country for a shower later on.
4. My puppies are driving me nutso today, but hey, what's new?!
5. Had to get a rental car to make it to my appt today (we sold my car a month ago since we are moving) so I'm stoked to have a day out of the house!
6. Spending thanksgiving in my hometown this year since who knows how long it'll be before that happens again. So excited to spend a nice long two weeks there with my family and animals in the house I grew up in before I move 40 hours away.
7. My brother is the most hysterical person I've ever met. He called me yesterday while I was mid-cry about how my appointment had gone and I'm still laughing from our conversation.
8. I'm such an irritable brat. My husband is gone for the month at training before we move and he has been texting me nonstop. Yes I miss you, no I don't feel like texting you all day long, I've got important things to do...like bump, and watch tv, and go for a walk...duh
9. Treated myself to Starbucks this morning and I was SO excited to find that cranberry bliss bars are back...GET IN MY MOUTH!
10. Lucky charms have been my best friend...but I'm afraid I'll have to break off our friendship in order to get back on the health train. They will be missed.
2.) I can't get enough hot chocolate lately.
3.) DH's birthday is on the 19th and I still
have no clue what to get him.
4.) I am all registered for classes next semester and of course I am due the week before finals. This is going to be tough but I know my profs will let me take the final early.
5.) All I want to eat is fruit lately.
6.) We have our names all picked out. If it is a girl she will be Charlotte Kate and a boy will be Cole Gordon.
7.) I am dreading telling my dad what we are having. This is a long story but basically I have the very minimum to do with him. He thinks he is entitled to having the baby named after him (not happening) even though he was virtually non-existent for the majority of my life.
8.) We invited my mom to come with us on Saturday and she is so excited. It makes my heart happy.
9.) I took the day off and haven't gotten out of bed yet.
10.) Currently, I have a dog and a cat laying on me snoring.
2) My dad is one of the two people I've told in my family, and he calls the baby "squidlet"
3) I am exhausted constantly, no matter how much sleep I get, it's ridiculous, and DF just gives me hell for it "you don't even do anything..." yeah, okay, except GROWING A HUMAN BEING TYVM.
4) Yesterday I had a breakdown because I'm a bit behind with school because of ms, and I'm worried that I won't be able to fix it, I was talking to my sister and voiced that it makes sense that DF thinks I couldn't handle being a mom, because I can't even handle school. Her response? "It's still early enough to get an abortion."
5) I'm going on a trip to see the same sister this weekend, if I can locate my ID, and I'm partially dreading it, but also looking forward to spending time with her and her fiancé for a few days, away from my every day stress.
6) I'm really not looking forward to telling my mom/other sisters, because they'll be disappointed. Maybe since I'm leaning toward adoption at this point they will be more supportive.
7) I've been craving Famous Dave's spicy pickle chips for a week, it's driving me bonkers.
8) smelling spaghetti sauce makes me sick, but EATING IT is the most fulfilling thing ever
9) my midwife told me to watch my sugar intake, but with Halloween and cravings I literally can't stop Dx I really really don't want to get gestational diabetes ):
10) Snuggling my kitty is so wonderful. She's literally the cutest ♡♡♡
8) I'm ready for snow.
2. DD has somehow gotten into a phase in the last 4 days where she will not go to sleep when we put her down. She has started screaming and crying. We are now having to do the 5,10,15 min theory. She's not done this since we moved her to her own room at age 8 mos!
3. So excited that Friday I am getting my roots done!
4. Crossing my fingers that the maxi dress that fit me in August will fit me Saturday for a wedding. If not, I'm screwed.
5. My endocrinologist said my Vitamin D level was low so I'm having to supplement an extra 2000UI (IU?) and man has my energy level gone sky high!
6. Crossing my fingers I won't have jury duty this week!
7. I've started making a mental nesting list... Anyone else?
8. I ordered diapers for DD and new LO today and got panicked on realizing the fact that DD isn't taking to potty training seriously is getting out of control costly.
9. I made some Spicy Cajun Chicken Alfredo last night and could seriously (and almost have) eat the whole batch by myself.
10. Craved an ice cold beer the other day... Super weird.
Been married since 2009.
Unicornuate Uterus (yes I menstruate glitter)
Several MCs
DD born 2013 (our miracle "you can't have babies" baby!)
Been married since 2009.
Unicornuate Uterus (yes I menstruate glitter)
Several MCs
DD born 2013 (our miracle "you can't have babies" baby!)
2. Now I can get I out of all the debt I'm in. We usually are never in debt to anything but we needed the extra boost for a bit.
3. I'm watching 16 and pregnant. It stresses me out until I see the cute babies.
4. I'm looking forward to cooking my little Thanksgiving dinner.
5. Still don't know what our plans are for Christmas this year. But I can't wait to figure it all out.
6. I wish I could find out if this baby is a girl or boy today! I'm super impatient.
7. I should really learn to sew... Maybe I'll try making stockings.
8. Dh was being a jerk because I told him he needed to leave (he was late) to pick up our son from school. This is the second time this year he has had to pick him up.
9. I'm afraid to give any of the moms at my sons preschool my number. I had a stage 5 clinger last year that I'm still trying to shake.
10. I'm having an awesome day
2. DH wants to announce the pregnancy 3 weeks from now. Its our first and the response from his family will be loud, excited and overwhelming. Im very anxious about all the attention.
3. I want my energy back. I want to run and not be pooped after 3 miles
4. Three clients hugged me at work today to say thank you - made me feel really good
5. My horse is very very sick and so far not one vet, myself included, or specialist has been able to figure it out. Scary
6. Im craving dirt cake like crazy today
7. Im worries that I won't be as excited for a boy as for a girl.
8. DH said last night he'd like to name a boy "Andrew Boulder Lastname." Not totally certain he was joking
9. Why is my MS worse now at the very
end of T1 than its been yet? Ugh.
10. Ready for the BLUMP to abandon ship... I want my cute baby bump!
2. It's so nice to be away and just do whatever we want! I do try to keep up with work emails, though. I get stressed out totally disconnecting.
3. We went to the Hoover Dam yesterday. I've never been before. Wow! It's so amazing they built it in the 30s. I love history.
4. Today we went on a 5 miles hike down to the Colorado River. I've been slacking in th exercise dept lately, so I'm feeling quite satisfied.
5. We drove the Polaris Rzr down to the trailhead for our hike. We did quite a bit of off-roading, but the terrain wasn't too bumpy. I was definitely nervous though!
6. Thursday is my 4th anniversary. It's so great to get away and focus on each other (H is napping as I type, so I'm not neglecting him for TB lol). Fatigue and MS have definitely been thorns in our quality time's side.
7. I lost my driver's license on my plane! It fell out of my pocket. How stupid. I had my mom over night my passport to me so I can fly home hassle free.
8. DH and I are spending a day in Vegas before we head home. We're doing an elective US there. I'm excited!
9. We are also going to see Jersey Boys. I'm such an old soul.
10. I miss my dog so much is pathetic. My mom told me she(the dog) was looking sad and I got so teary!
Married in 2011
Baby 1: Stillborn at 27 weeks (April 2014)
Baby 2: Due May 2016
2. I'm really frustrated with the whole expiration date bs on car seats. I know it is there for safety reasons I get that. I'm just frustrated b/c we are looking on Craigslist for used ones and found two really nice Chico brand ones for a great price an they were in excellent shape. However, the seat expired about 2 months before the baby would turn one. Like I said I understand they are for safety purposes. I'm just getting frustrated how that seems to be the roadblock every effing time that we seem to find a good deal. Plus, when we were kids they did not have expiration dates and we all turned out fine. I think in reality it is about 20 percent about safety and 80 percent money racket.
3. Pregnancy brain has seriously taken over my life. I"m forgetting things left and right. Walking into rooms and forgetting why. I'm starting conversations with my husband and forgetting what I was going to say. Yeah Im so over this part of pregnancy.
4. I'm suddenly addicted to Totinos Party Pizzas. You know the frozen ones you heat up in the oven. Ate those a lot as a kid. Then this past weekend we ate them at my parents house. I've been wanting another one all week. So I went to the grocery store tonight and got some. Yay!
5. My fasting blood sugar was the lowest it had ever been while pregnant the other day, which happened to be a day I ate a bunch of crap. I try to get right and it soars. I don't understand. The day before the excellent fasting number I ate 2 scrambled eggs, three slices of bacon, three glasses of sweet tea, Chic Fila chicken sandwich combo with sugar free lemonade. Birthday cake, icecream (celebrated my sister's bday), frozen pizza, and candy. I ate a bunch of crap. Had a reading of 111. Lowest it has ever been while pregnant. Yet on the days when I attempt to count my carbs and really pay attention to what I'm eating, the next day's fasting blood sugar is higher.
6. One of our dogs, Toby, has mild seizures every now and then. (Vet knows). Our other dog, Petey (a pit bull) has the ability to sense them and get our attention by barking and throwing a fit. Our dog has his own service dog lol
7. I miss my Maggie. She was my baby girl. We had to put her to sleep in July. I miss her so much. I had a connection with her. I have not been able to find that same kind of connection with any of our other three dogs. She was special.
8. In relation to the previous number, while we were in the room saying goodbye to our baby girl, we asked her if when she got up to heaven if she would ask God to send us a baby. Two months later, bfp lol I know coincidence. But I think it sounds pretty cool lol
9. I get the best most restful sleep when I'm not supposed to be sleeping...... what is up with that? When I'm supposed to be sleeping I toss and turn. That is an normal thing. Not just since I got pregnant.
10. I am tired and running out of things to put.
First Pregnancy
Second Pregnancy
- BFP: 09/11/2015
- EDD: 05/25/2016
Baby Born04/15/2016
PGAL
I will say it's not very thick- more like t-shirt material- but it's very comfy and since my body can't decide on what temperature it is it's perfect.