I'm probably going to take a break from the board for awhile... or from this board permanently. The day before yesterday my pregnancy symptoms, few as they were, vanished. I started bleeding yesterday and it has only increased in volume since then. I'm now having moderate/severe cramps and period-like bleeding. I honestly don't even know how to have hope at this point that baby is okay. Everything in me tells me that I'm miscarrying. DH and I are absolutely heartbroken.
I'm going to call my doctor on Monday but I suspect the outcome to this won't be good. If/when it's conclusive that I've miscarried DH and I have decided to start trying again as soon as I'm ready. For now I think I'll probably move over to one of the loss boards or just take a break from the forum completely.
Someone else will need to start doing the updates for the due late list as I think logging on to update it everyday will just be too painful for me.
I wish you all the very best. I hope each and every one of you have happy and healthy pregnancies with beautiful, healthy take-home babies to show for it.
Me: 28 Husband: 31 TTC#1: January 2015- September 2016 Infertility, Recurrent Pregnancy Loss Rainbow baby born June 6, 2017 ❤️
I'm so sorry you're going through this. Sending lots of thoughts and prayers for you and your DH. . Do whatever you need to do for yourself this point in time. (((hugs)))
@NamelessAria my heart is breaking for you I'm so sorry to hear this. Thoughts & prayers are with you & DH during this difficult journey, take care of yourself. ((Hugs))
I'm so sorry....I know all too well what you are going through. I had an mc in June and fear greatly for this pregnancy too. Sooooo many thoughts, prayers, and hugs go out to you.
Thank you everyone for all the thoughts, prayers and reassuring/comforting words. It has been a tiny light in a sea of darkness to read all the kindness and support you've all shown.
Me: 28 Husband: 31 TTC#1: January 2015- September 2016 Infertility, Recurrent Pregnancy Loss Rainbow baby born June 6, 2017 ❤️
Thank you everyone for all the thoughts, prayers and reassuring/comforting words. It has been a tiny light in a sea of darkness to read all the kindness and support you've all shown.
I'm so sorry. The boards are not locked and I know you are welcome to hang around if you want and if not, there is a lot of great support on the loss boards. Wherever and whatever makes you feel even a little bit better. (((Hugs)))
Re: I think this may be goodbye (trigger warning)
***TW****MC mentioned & BFP mentioned***
TTC#1 since July 2014
AMH 0.1, DOR, Poor responder
Moved to Prague, Czech Republic for IVF
DE attempt in Czech Republic!!
March trip to Prague canceled due to Pancreatitis.
Headed to Prague April 30
3 different donors resulted in 1 PGS tested embryo and 1 fresh embryo
BFP on 5/15/16 at 5dp5dt
My blog: www.wearethehammitts.blogspot.com
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4 rounds of clomid, 2 with IUI = BFN
Married: October 23, 2010
DS: 8/7/2013
#2 EDD: 6/29/2016, C Section: 6/22/2016
Wyatt Born 09/05/08 MC Jan 2012 MC Feb 2012 MC Jan 2013
August Siggy Challenge
TTC#1: January 2015- September 2016
Infertility, Recurrent Pregnancy Loss
Rainbow baby born June 6, 2017 ❤️
Baby #2 due June 12, 2018
DD #2: EDD July 2016