We lost our baby today. It's the most devastating feeling, even when you suspect it's coming. We had an ultrasound on 10/7 that showed the sac measuring at 5w4d, when based on LMP I should have been 8w. My cycles are irregular, though, so there was hope that the dates were just off. We were nearing the end of an agonizing 3 week wait where we would finally have our follow up ultrasound (scheduled for Wednesday), but I started with some light bleeding and cramping yesterday. We went in for an ultrasound today, and the sac didn't change in the past 3ish weeks. The OB confirmed that I'm having a miscarriage.
In the past month, my husband's grandma died, we found out our dog is dying, and now this. Life seems so unfair sometimes. I'm struggling to be at peace and push all of these ugly feelings aside.
Me: 29, DH: 31
Married: October 2014
Began TTC: April 2015
BFP #1: 9/18/15. EDD 5/18/16. MC 10/26/15. (9w)
BFP #2: 2/27/16. EDD 11/7/16. MC/D&E 4/20/16 (11w)
BFP #3: 9/22/16. EDD 5/29/17. DS born 4/24/17

BFP #4: 5/20/18. EDD 1/23/19.
Re: Lost our baby today
Many T&P's to you.
Married in 2011
Baby 1: Stillborn at 27 weeks (April 2014)
Baby 2: Due May 2016
- BFP: 3/10/16 — Baby Girl born 11/20/16
TTC#2 April 2019BFP 1: 9/15/2013 | DD 5/23/2014
BFP 2: 9/15/2015 | EDD 5/26/2016
DS: Born 5-17-16