So my bf doesn't like the name Silas Isaiah and I had my heart set on that name so no other names are sticking out to me. The thing is is that he hasn't been to any of the appointments and we don't really hang out very often since I moved in July. My family says he doesn't get to choose it because he's just been in the background the entire time. But at the same time I don't want to dismiss his opinion because he is the dad. I'm so frustrated and confused on what to do.
Re: boy names suggestions and a rant.
You live together & he's not involved? Because of work or what? Agree with pp we need more details to adequately help.
I'm sorry you're going through this.
Edit: clarification.
Please know that YOU are NOT the reason your son may face not knowing his father. Never blame yourself. He is an adult. He made the decision to have sex. It is his responsibility to man up and take on his role as a father.
And whatever happens, whether or not he wants to be a present and active father, I suggest you look into what you need to do to make sure he is held responsible financially for your little one. He has no choice in that!
My own personal experience: my bio dad's (dead beat) last name which differed from my mom's growing up, I would have preferred having hers than explaining why she had her maiden name and mine was different.
You deserve A LOT more than what he's giving. As does your son. It is great if does end up showing up for birth and being more involved, but it just sounds like you and baby are not a priority for him right now. I would 100% name him what you want, give him your last name and establish co-parenting boundaries/rules with the dad if he does want to be involved. But overall, YOU are the main parent and get to make the majority, if not all, the decisions until he actually steps up to the plate and starts being a responsible father.
Good luck, really wishing you the best outcome and hope you have some great family or friends to be your support system during this time.
It's time to pull on your big girl panties, tell him "see you in the support hearing", and move on. Name that beautiful baby whatever you want because you're the one who is and will be doing the hard stuff.