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Becoming LESS excited instead of more....

mgdunnmgdunn member
in October 2015 Moms
I'm being induced on Friday and the closer it gets the more "un excited" I get.. I feel guilty for feeling like this but I have an 18 month old and a 3 year old that I stay at home with everyday and most days I do good to manage the two of them.. I'm just afraid my youngest won't adjust well and that mentally I won't be able to handle it.. Hubby works long hours and when he is home, it's like he might as well not be seeing as how he hasn't given a bath or changed a diaper in over a year. As incredibly miserable as I am being pregnant, I just want him to stay in for like 6 more months... (Impossible I know) I'm also in school currently and the stress of that is taking a toll on me as well.. I genuinely want to pack my stuff up and run far away COMPLETLEY ALONE.. I don't even get to poop in peace (what mom does though, right) I'm just worried about my girls and the baby and I'm afraid I won't be able to give them what they need... I only have two hands! Ahhhhhhh... Just needed to vent I guess.
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Re: Becoming LESS excited instead of more....

  • erinboehmeerinboehme member
    Sadly, right now what I'm looking forward to most is my time in the hospital away from my life. I understand.
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  • violetginvioletgin member
    Have you talked to your husband about helping when he is home? In my book, long hours don't equal getting to check out from helping at home. You work hard too!! Best of luck, momma.
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  • TelebellTelebell member
    Yikes! Can you hire a sitter a few times a week to get some hours to yourself? You're handling way too much. If your husband can't pitch in at all you're going to need the hired help.
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  • TelebellTelebell member
    erinboehme said:

    Sadly, right now what I'm looking forward to most is my time in the hospital away from my life. I understand.

    ME TOO!

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