It sounds like you are being emotionally and verbally abused. https://www.thehotline.org is an easy safe way to talk to someone about your situation and your options! I hope you do call and try to get help.
thanks so much for the support. I will definitely do that my girls and I deserve better and I think its too late to keep trying hoping things will change all I want is to be loved and appreciated and I don't think he will ever get that nor will he give it. I have to move forward for my girls and give them the life they deserve with a happy mom not one who is depressed and down on her
Re: thanks for the advice
I hope you do call and try to get help.