I'm scared of the stitches for if I tear.:/ this May me irrational but I herd from people that they can feel each stitch and screamed there heads off during that part.
I'm having an "oh shit" moment and realizing I'm so scared to go through labor! I don't want any medications (that's my plan), well sometimes these BH hurt and I'm just thinking... Actual contractions are going to be so much worse! Ugh.
OK so I'm 8 months and I'm still kind of scared of labor and delivery I want to go natural but If I can't do it then I'll just get the epidural. But I also do not like needles . How bad does the epidural hurt?and which one would you all perfer?I"m entirely with you on this fear right now. I go thru days where I'm like I can do it and then there are days where I am terrified! I am going to go the natural unmedicated route but sometimes I get so so scared I start thinking "F*** it knock me out and cut this baby out of me!" But when I'm back to my senses I'm much more terrified of being cut open and of needles in my back. The videos do help me as well as reading about other's natural birth experiences (Ina May) not because I think "I'm going to be like them" but because this is most common way to give birth in time and to now in so many other countries. Sigh anyways, this is what I'm holding on to...