my boobs are looking so gross

my areolas are bigger and turned dark brown. I've always had really light colored nipples and they just look so weird and different.
I know it's normal but I'm feeling boob shame! Like I wouldn't want anyone to see them if I was changing at the gym or even if they catch a glimpse while nursing (which wouldn't be hard to miss since they are so big and brown!)
Nothing I can do about it but I'm feeling insecure.
Re: Anyone else hating their boobs?
Edited because spelling is hard.
Man, if they don't produce enough milk when baby comes I'll be like so mad.
My biggest complain is how big they are. I was pretty average sized before and now they're big. I liked my boobs the way they were. I hope they go back to their original size someday.
My husband of course, loves my huge boobs, but I've told him they're going back to 34DD status post-babies at all costs. I just wish they weren't so saggy . . .