i knew today would come but that doesn't make me happy about it or it any easier. DH is headed to work and I'm sad. He's been the biggest help these two weeks and I'm pissed at society for not having an universal paternity leave. It adds to the false idea that fathers aren't as needed post partum. Societal BS I say!
I'm sure we will be fine. But he is my rock. Trying to keep from crying in front of him. Bah Humbug!