Today marks my 8th week, but I didn't quite make it. I started bleeding (red) and cramping last night. This is the exact same thing that happened during my first mc two months ago. I've lost all my symptoms (sore boobs, insomnia, morning sickness) and I just have THAT feeling. Tomorrow is my scheduled doctors appointment for my first ultrasound, so I guess that will just function as a confirmation.
I am so angry with my body (stupid) for doing this again...at the exact same point, but I digress.
I wish you ladies all the health and happiness in the world. Maybe one day I can join you at that point.
I'm sorry you're going through this. I can empathize with you in the fact that April 22, 2015 we found out we were miscarrying for the SECOND time in less than ONE YEAR. I went from being on cloud 9 and all giddy to be feeling ashamed, angry and depressed. My significant other made a comment to me that really helped me and still does. I was saying, "My stupid body...," "Why don't you do what you're supposed to...?" Etc... Then my SO said, "Steph your body was doing exactly what it is supposed to (given the circumstances.) My body detected around 9.5 weeks something was not correct and allowed my body to start the MC phase. I didn't feel relieved from that comment instantly but, it sure has made me feel better when I catch myself looking back and saying "WHY ME?" Sorry my post is so long. I pray you find some peace and closure. Don't be angry with your body. Best wishes.
So sorry for your loss. No matter how early or how many times you m/c, each one hurts. FX for a sticky future baby and until then, do your best to take care of yourself.
Re: Adios
Prayers to you.
It's a boy! Grow baby, grow! EDD: 4/22/2016
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Rhys - born 04.17.2013
Harry - born 04.18.2016