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Anyone around?

adrimolinaadrimolina member
in Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
Hi Ladies, I am trying to concentrate at work but honestly don´t feel like doing anything! I am so down, wish I could just take a vacation, or at least a break to properly grieve this last loss..
How is everyone doing? Hope you are having a much better day than I am! :)


Me: 38 DH: 42.
Married: 9/2008.
4/2010 - BFP (Natural)
12/2010 - DS born.
8/2014-TTC#2 
10/2014 BFP
10/2014 Confirmed MC at 5 weeks
5/2015 BFP
8/2015 MMC & D&C at 13 weeks  :'(
11/2015 BFP then CP at 6 weeks.
3/2016 Started IVF+PGS
4/2016 ER, only 5 eggs but 3 Frozen embryos made it to freeze. Only 1 PGS normal embryo.
DOR
Hypothyroidism
MTHFR
DH Sperm with Chromosomal Issues (high % FISH)
AMH .65
8/2016 FET #1 BFN
9/2016 IVF-ER #2  1 normal embryo.
11/2016 IVF-ER #3  0 Embryos
2/2017 FET #2 BFP CP at 6 weeks.
5/2017  BFP Natural. 3 Betas were ok. First US 5-31-2017. Hope it sticks and is healthy!!


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Re: Anyone around?

  • ceclarlinetloceclarlinetlo member
    Ugh that makes two of us. I had been doing pretty good for about a week but I would love to just go shut myself away today.

    I'm sorry your having a rough day too.
    TW: MMC
    BFP1 12/24/14 - EDD 09/07/15 (D/C 8w1d)
    BFP2 6/12/15 - EDD 2/22/16 (D/C 10w3d)
    ———
    Diagnoses and Treatments
    PCOS (myo-inositol, excercize)
    Indeterminant levels of APS IgM antibodies (baby aspirin)
    Sub-septate uterus (hysteroscopic septoplasty 12/18/15)
    ———
    BFP3 05/02/16 EDD 01/09/17 DS born 01/05/17
    BFP4 01/28/19 EDD 10/?/19 🤞🙏

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  • cyntoddcyntodd member
    Believe me if I could have just a week or so to clear my head I would be so much better. I am much better than I was but life stressers are still hard for me to handle compared to before the loss. Hope your day gets better!
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  • ErinLily44ErinLily44 member
    I feel like the pain of losing my girl is getting worse. I'm having a still birth so I still have my baby girl inside of me. Sometimes I put my hand on my stomach to feel the kicking but then I remember that she's gone. I just wish I could crawl into a hole and not come out
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  • adrimolinaadrimolina member
    Wish we could all take a break to mourn, rest, cry, relax, take some time to prepare to go back to reality if that makes any sense..
    Sending you all much love and hope tomorrow is better than today!

    ErinLily44 I am so very sorry you are going through this. I am praying for you and your family. *HUGS*

    Me: 38 DH: 42.
    Married: 9/2008.
    4/2010 - BFP (Natural)
    12/2010 - DS born.
    8/2014-TTC#2 
    10/2014 BFP
    10/2014 Confirmed MC at 5 weeks
    5/2015 BFP
    8/2015 MMC & D&C at 13 weeks  :'(
    11/2015 BFP then CP at 6 weeks.
    3/2016 Started IVF+PGS
    4/2016 ER, only 5 eggs but 3 Frozen embryos made it to freeze. Only 1 PGS normal embryo.
    DOR
    Hypothyroidism
    MTHFR
    DH Sperm with Chromosomal Issues (high % FISH)
    AMH .65
    8/2016 FET #1 BFN
    9/2016 IVF-ER #2  1 normal embryo.
    11/2016 IVF-ER #3  0 Embryos
    2/2017 FET #2 BFP CP at 6 weeks.
    5/2017  BFP Natural. 3 Betas were ok. First US 5-31-2017. Hope it sticks and is healthy!!


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  • daisy62103daisy62103 member
    Yeah, I'd been doing really well...but tomorrow was my appointment for my 20 week anatomy scan and instead I'm going in Friday for an ultrasound and hysterogram. Tomorrow was supposed to be an exciting, happy day.

    ErinLily44 I am so sorry. My heart breaks for you. Saying a prayer for you and your family....  
    DD 6/2007
    DS 4/2009
    m/c 11/12/2010 ~ 7 wks
    m/c 7/4/2012 ~ 6 wks
    DD 12/2013
    mmc Baby Girl 7/12/2015 ~ 14 weeks  <3
    Twin girls! 8/26/2017


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  • Romano123Romano123 member
    @ErinLily44 I am so sorry for what you're going through. I'll be thinking of you and you're sweet baby. Hugs.

    @adrimolina thanks for starting this thread. I'm new here and doing okay today. Had my follow up today and the cytotec worked! I'm so glad that I can start to move on.
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  • whit3183whit3183 member
    @ErinLily44 I am so sorry for your loss.  My heart is absolutely broken for you :(  

    @adrimolina I hope you're having a better day today! I've had many work days that have seemed impossible to get through due to m/c related depression.  Hang in there (hugs) 
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  • adrimolinaadrimolina member
    Thank you so much ladies! I hope you are having a better day as well, your support means more than you know...

    Me: 38 DH: 42.
    Married: 9/2008.
    4/2010 - BFP (Natural)
    12/2010 - DS born.
    8/2014-TTC#2 
    10/2014 BFP
    10/2014 Confirmed MC at 5 weeks
    5/2015 BFP
    8/2015 MMC & D&C at 13 weeks  :'(
    11/2015 BFP then CP at 6 weeks.
    3/2016 Started IVF+PGS
    4/2016 ER, only 5 eggs but 3 Frozen embryos made it to freeze. Only 1 PGS normal embryo.
    DOR
    Hypothyroidism
    MTHFR
    DH Sperm with Chromosomal Issues (high % FISH)
    AMH .65
    8/2016 FET #1 BFN
    9/2016 IVF-ER #2  1 normal embryo.
    11/2016 IVF-ER #3  0 Embryos
    2/2017 FET #2 BFP CP at 6 weeks.
    5/2017  BFP Natural. 3 Betas were ok. First US 5-31-2017. Hope it sticks and is healthy!!


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