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Ridiculous rant.

Plleriti1Plleriti1 member
in TTC After a Loss
at least the title warned you. I'm being emotional and feeling lame. My husband has a bulging disk in his back right now so BDing is limited. So limited that during fertile week it only happened once, on cd11. Since we've gotten pregnant before on one time BD I'm clinging to the smallest smidge of hope that I've got a chance this month. :(
I'm 5 days out from AF and the hpt was a BFN this morning. I know it's early but it also triggered some major bummed out feelings for me. So yeah- I'm playing poor me right now. Wanna help cheer me up?
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  • ceclarlinetloceclarlinetlo member
    I'm sorry you weren't able to fully take advantage of this cycle - that would be very frustrating. It feels like it takes so long that fertile week to come back around. You're right that the timing might not have been the best but I've got my fingers crossed for you! I also hope DH gets some relief from the bulging disk too!
    TW: MMC
    BFP1 12/24/14 - EDD 09/07/15 (D/C 8w1d)
    BFP2 6/12/15 - EDD 2/22/16 (D/C 10w3d)
    ———
    Diagnoses and Treatments
    PCOS (myo-inositol, excercize)
    Indeterminant levels of APS IgM antibodies (baby aspirin)
    Sub-septate uterus (hysteroscopic septoplasty 12/18/15)
    ———
    BFP3 05/02/16 EDD 01/09/17 DS born 01/05/17
    BFP4 01/28/19 EDD 10/?/19 🤞🙏

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  • Plleriti1Plleriti1 member
    Thanks @ceclarlinetlo Definitely frustrating. And even more frustrating that I care so much that I'm letting it get to me! Baby making should be fun!!!
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  • MamaBishMamaBish member
    That is definitely a frustrating situation. Hopefully you get extra lucky and it works this cycle!
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    ♥ Stillborn 2015 ♥
            
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  • Plleriti1Plleriti1 member
    Yes... Probably being crazy but... Yesterday BFN hpt and opk had no line. Today opk has more pronounced line, though definitely not positive. Am I stretching here thinking it could possibly be a good sign? AF is due Wednesday.
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  • Plleriti1Plleriti1 member
    Wow. Ridiculous rant for nothing... BFP this morning! Fingers crossed the third time is a charm!
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  • ceclarlinetloceclarlinetlo member
    Oh how exciting!!! Congratulations!!
    TW: MMC
    BFP1 12/24/14 - EDD 09/07/15 (D/C 8w1d)
    BFP2 6/12/15 - EDD 2/22/16 (D/C 10w3d)
    ———
    Diagnoses and Treatments
    PCOS (myo-inositol, excercize)
    Indeterminant levels of APS IgM antibodies (baby aspirin)
    Sub-septate uterus (hysteroscopic septoplasty 12/18/15)
    ———
    BFP3 05/02/16 EDD 01/09/17 DS born 01/05/17
    BFP4 01/28/19 EDD 10/?/19 🤞🙏

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  • Plleriti1Plleriti1 member
    @ceclarlinetlo THANK YOU. It's a faint BFP two days before AF is due but it's a BFP all the same. Let my nerves set in and it's gonna be a long 10 weeks till I'm in the safe zone.
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  • carrieandrcarrieandr member
    Congratulations!
    TTC#1 since Jan 2015
    BFP 2/19/15  •  MMC found at 9 wks  •  D&E at 11 wks (age 36)
    BFP 8/29/15      •  CP (age 37)
    BFP 11/18/15  •  DD born at 41 weeks <3(age 37/38)

    TTC#2 since May 2017
    BFP 10/18/17  •  MMC found at 8 wks  •  Misoprostal at 10.5 wks (age 39)
    BFP 2/16/18      •  CP (age 39)
    BFP 4/13/18      •  CP (age 39)
    BFP 5/07/18  •  MMC found at 10.5 wks  •  D&E at 11.5 wks      •  Testing showed it was a girl with Trisomy 22. (age 39/40)
    9/5/18 Diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserve (4-5 follicles, one ovary had none and was very atrophied)
    RE says the low egg count is likely causing my recurrent pregnancy loss. Less eggs results in more aneuploidy.
    BFP 9/24/18  •      CP (age 40)
    BFP 5/11/19  •  Fraternal twins  •  MMC found at 10w5d (Baby A 6w, Baby B 10w)  •  Misoprostal at 11 weeks (age 41)













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  • edonnegan5297edonnegan5297 member
    Congratulations!
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  • spatter1spatter1 member
    Yaaaay Congratulations!!! Send some of that fertile power this way! ;)

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  • Plleriti1Plleriti1 member
    Sending each one of you tons of good baby conceiving vibes!
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  • crob5685crob5685 member
    Yay! So happy for you!
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