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I think I'm out

Cbowden12Cbowden12 member
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Well I think I maybe out this month, I started spotting this morning and am PMSing awful. Seriously I get so emotional during AF already and to add another unsuccessful cycle to it really puts me down. I hate feeling like this and to make it worse I've been having dreams of having babies for a couple days straight. Although I'm so glad I found such an amazing group of ladies to share with and I honestly have no clue how I'd be coping right now with out this forums and the ladies in it. Good luck to everyone else who is still in the game for this month, I'll update soon with what our new plan is... It Might be another iui but unmedicated as the doctor doesn't like back to back medicated cycles. We'll see!
Ttc since March 2012 Me: 24 Dh: 25 Mother of many fur/feathered-babies! 3 dogs (Phoenix,Lacey,Piper), 4 cats (Grace,Delilah,Elvira,Birdie), 7 ducks, and 4 hens! HSG came back normal, Diagnosis: DOR, Last FSH reading: 17, Failed 3 rounds of clomid with timed intercourse, Failed 3 rounds of follistem with Noveral and timed intercourse, Failed 1 round unmedicated IUI, Failed 1 round medicated IUI
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Re: I think I'm out

  • AMT&THCAMT&THC member
    I am really sorry to hear this. I have had the baby dreams too from time to time and have ended in AF showing up. I feel that is a particularly cruel game that my mind plays on me. I felt exactly like you do right now at the end of last week. It's just that hopeless, PMS + dreams dashed away feeling. I wish I could say something that would make it feel better. All I can think of is that I feel your pain and can understand. We both have another try ahead. It's going to be okay soon. It will work out someday. 
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  • ErikaMGErikaMG member
    @Cbowden12 - Sending you a huge hug right now! I'm so sorry. Hang in there - it's a tough road we're on.<3

    Me: 43, DH: 41
    DS b. 7/4/2011 via c/s
    TTC #2 since 1/2015
    8/2015 - "unexplained IF", started Levothyroxine
    9/27/15 - IUI #1 (unmedicated) - BFN
    10/26/15 - IUI #2 (100mg Clomid + Ovidrel) - BFN
    11/21/15 - IUI #3 (100mg Clomid + Ovidrel) - BFN
    12/18/15 - IUI #4 (100mg Clomid + Ovidrel) - BFN

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  • bookworm40bookworm40 member
    Sorry to hear this! The infertility journey is tough but hopefully soon something will turn around for all of us!
    Me: 40  
    TTC #1: 3 years
    Me: Type II Diabetic
    Started with RE 11/2014
    Going through IUI with Donor Sperm


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  • MKLEWIS2010MKLEWIS2010 member
    I am very sorry, this journey is far from easy and is very emotional. Sending best wishes and prayers your way!
    Me - 32 
    Husband - 32
    TTC #1 - since 10/16/2012 
    IVF#1 6/2015 BFN 
    FET 7/2015 - BFP


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  • Joyzie77Joyzie77 member
    @Cbowden12 . I'm so sorry. Sends hugs your way.
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  • Cbowden12Cbowden12 member
    Thank you for the kind words everyone! I talked to the doctor today and they scheduled me to come in for an ultrasound on the 17th to see if I have any follicles ( basically doing a natural cycle but monitored ), he doesn't want to do iui or medication this month. He also told me he only does three iui's and that we need to start thinking about IVF. Seriously I'm ready for some good news now!!
    Ttc since March 2012 Me: 24 Dh: 25 Mother of many fur/feathered-babies! 3 dogs (Phoenix,Lacey,Piper), 4 cats (Grace,Delilah,Elvira,Birdie), 7 ducks, and 4 hens! HSG came back normal, Diagnosis: DOR, Last FSH reading: 17, Failed 3 rounds of clomid with timed intercourse, Failed 3 rounds of follistem with Noveral and timed intercourse, Failed 1 round unmedicated IUI, Failed 1 round medicated IUI
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  • alexiskirilukalexiskiriluk member
    I'm sorry! I just found out that my IUI failed this month. So sad. I'm only going to do one more IUI and if it doesn't work, off to IVF. I'm taking the next cycle off. I need a brake.
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