Okay so I just flipped my lid on SO. Like really, it was bad. I basically ripped him a new
@$$hole. What's really sad is that to "normal" people (aka non-preggers), the reason why I did probably wouldn't have been a big deal. But thanks to my raging pregnancy hormones, I went ballistic. I feel like a horrible, evil, controlling bitch. And I'm hoping some of you have done similar things so I don't feel like such bad of a person? Sympathize with me please

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Re: I'm a hormonal bitch
During my first pregnancy there were a couple bad moments. I was ravenous hungry when I was pregnant with my son, constantly. I've been on steroids that made me hungry but that doesn't hold a candle to the way I was hungry while pregnant with my son. I was out at a restaurant with my husband. He casually reached over and started to take a couple of my fries. Normally it would not have been a big deal. This particular time, without thinking, swiftly stabbed his hand with a plastic spork.
I was horrified, sitting there apologizing profusely while wondering what had possessed me. There was no blood, no real injury, but I still feel guilty. He never took food from me again without asking first.
Wanted to add- I also remember when I was pregnant with my son I had a very vivid dream of my husband doing something (I think cheating, I can't remember now). I woke up so mad at him I could hardly talk to him or look at him, even though I knew it was a dream and I was being completely irrational. I told him I knew it was a dream and that he'd done nothing wrong but needed a little time to convince my hormonal self of that.
Poor guy...He can't wait til December in hopes it gets better.
I'm usually able to keep myself in check, even with the raging hormones. There are just sometimes he bloody well deserves the tongue lashing. Maybe my tolerance for his occasional dumb is lowered.
Just got my first prenatal massage and things are looking rosier.
Actually I'm exactly what the title says- a hormonal bitch
Now today, I have the lovey-dovey feelings for him and can't wait for him to come home next week. Stupid mood swings.