TTC after 35
Teenie16
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No longer a graduate (loss mentioned)
Teenie16
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in TTC after 35
This week has been the hardest of my life. We went in on Tuesday and our little boy didn't have a heartbeat anymore. I was 22w2d.
I know we will try again when it's time but right now I don't know what to do with myself. So at some point I will come back to you wonderful group of ladies, you were so helpful and supportive when we were TTC. But as of right now I have to step away and grieve before I can start to think about starting over.
Based on his measurements and our last US he probably passed away over a week ago.
Tomorrow I have to go into the hospital so I can be induced.
My heart is broken and we have to make so many decisions. I never thought this was how my pregnancy was going to end.
My BF has been so wonderful through the whole thing. Crying with me and being my rock at the same time.
I wish all of you ladies the best and hope with every ounce of my being that none of you have to go through anything like this.
I know we will try again when it's time but right now I don't know what to do with myself. So at some point I will come back to you wonderful group of ladies, you were so helpful and supportive when we were TTC. But as of right now I have to step away and grieve before I can start to think about starting over.
So sorry for the very long winded post.
****Loss Mentioned***
Me: 41 Him: 41
TTC since December 2013
HSG 9/18/14 = Tubes open but T shaped uterus
IUI #1... 1/6/2015 + 50mg Clomid = BFN
IUI #2... 1/29 & 30/2015 + 50mg Clomid +Tigger +Progesterone = BFN
3/14 BFFP! Natural w/acupuncture & herbs only
EDD = 11/22/15; No heartbeat = 7/21/15
Cooper Midnight Johnson born sleeping 7/25/2015
Re: No longer a graduate (loss mentioned)
Take care of yourself. We are here if you need us.
BFP 2/19/15 • MMC found at 9 wks • D&E at 11 wks (age 36)
BFP 8/29/15 • CP (age 37)
TTC#2 since May 2017
BFP 10/18/17 • MMC found at 8 wks • Misoprostal at 10.5 wks (age 39)
BFP 2/16/18 • CP (age 39)
BFP 4/13/18 • CP (age 39)
BFP 5/07/18 • MMC found at 10.5 wks • D&E at 11.5 wks • Testing showed it was a girl with Trisomy 22. (age 39/40)
9/5/18 Diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserve (4-5 follicles, one ovary had none and was very atrophied)
RE says the low egg count is likely causing my recurrent pregnancy loss. Less eggs results in more aneuploidy.
BFP 9/24/18 • CP (age 40)
Please take care of yourself and we will be here waiting.
NTNP since 11/12, actively trying since 8/14
11/15: Letrozole, Ovidrel, TI = BFP!!!
Beta #1(14dpo)=349, Beta #2(18dpo)=2,805
12/17/15: Got to see the heartbeat (105bpm)!
1/25/16: NT scan = normal (HB=163bpm)
EDD: 8/10/16
8/8/16: Baby boy born @ 12:25am, 8lbs, 20.5 inches
5/18/17: BFP!!! (11dpo)
Beta #1(12dpo)=176.4, Beta #2(15dpo)=607.1
BFP- 10-16-14 EDD 6/13/15: MC 12-1-14
Me(38)PCOS/Hypothyroid DH(43)Low T/ED
MMC at 10 weeks 03/2011 DD born 01/2012 TTC #2 since 04/2014
BFP 8/26/2016
I am not here much but I just wanted to tell you how very sorry I am for you.
Hugs to you and your boyfriend.
Me:39, DH:40
DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04
TTC#3
NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13
Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks
CP 2/14
All welcome