Hello, Army Wife here, My husband left on a pre-deployment And will only be gone for a month. I know thats nothing right now, considering were looking at a real deployment by the end of the year.. Im not entirely sure if i just want to vent or want help, maybe both considering i asked a question, but honestly, do these nights get easier? Im use to him being at work all day, but when it comes to bed time, i cant help but to cry and feel scared and alone. I hate that i cant fall asleep to the sounds of him sleeping, or our feet touching to keep warm, and even the fighting over the blanket. I miss it all soo much. I dont want it to be like this everynight but its really hard to control. And all i can think about is, gosh if this is soo hard on me now, i cant even begin to imagine how it will be when he deploys .. And might i add, i have no clue what to do during the day to make time pass, but i don't like being around other people to much, so going out and making friends isn't my kinda thing i want to do.