Hi all, going into second trimester this week, and my depression and ocd has come back. Ive been doing really well, I've been off my meds, and can't believe it's come back now. Has anyone else been through this before, it's my first baby. Feeling really awful and lost today, just want to be happy again :-(!!
Re: depression during pregnancy
In any case, the depression is some days overwhelming and it makes it difficult to be the person, wife, mother to be, etc that I want to be and know I am capable with when I'm in treatment with the right medication. My doctors did not want to stop my anxiety meds until we taper off at the end of the third trimester due to my symptom severity but I am trying to do everything I can to manage life in a more natural way. I make sure to force myself to get ready most days and get out of the house, walk on the treadmill at the gym, practice meditation and mindfulness, and I'm also seeing a new therapist tomorrow. So, I'm now followed closely by an OB, PCP (for migraines), perinatologist, psychiatrist, and now a psychologist.
I keep trying to tell myself I'm over halfway there (21w today and I won't go past 37w due to the SUA) and that it will be so incredibly worth all the gloomy days to finally hold my little girl in my arms. Some days are better than others but I figure I'm literally doing everything I can to get medical support for this and it's just a hurdle I'll have to overcome.