I've found myself incredibly blue lately - and surprisingly so. Living a wonderful life - great husband, good job, our first baby on the way and a very healthy pregnancy!
But I feel kind of out and out depressed. Tears brimming for no direct reason, mind feeling totally full but not thinking about much at all.
I try to fix it - go for runs, see friends, read a book, eat ice cream, but it clears my mood for half a day at most then I'm back to zapped and sad.
Maybe starting to fear the transition - have had two dreams in the past two days that the baby arrived months early and we weren't ready.
I'm disappointed! I feel like this should be one of my golden times in life... But I'm just letting it pass by in a sad daze! : (
Have never had depression before and only a brief, minor case of anxiety. This just feels so strange.
How do I get rid of it??