i woke up at 6am sweating because it's too hot and stupid England has no prep for super hot weather, so we don't own AC except for in the car. Then I was sick really badly because I had such bad heartburn. As I was throwing up- 3.5 year old demands to watch, somewhere in between me puking and pushing him away- he drops his entire bowl of Cheerios in the bath I was running. He then has a melt down because this was apparently my fault somehow. He refuses to get dressed or brush his teeth. I have to drag him out of the door.
Then I take him to football training, which is in a sweaty hall. I had ice water with me but I felt dizzy it was so stuffy. Stop off on the way home to pick up the paddling pool I've ordered for the kids. Tears because it doesn't have Marvel avengers on it. Bird poops on my windscreen. Pop in to supermarket for lunch bits- 1.5 year old decides to have the most embarrassing melt down of her life. Screaming her heart out because I wouldn't let her have a pack of kebab sticks. (I shit you not.) 3.5 year old then decides he's going to carry on his demonic tantrum from this morning and starts kicking the trolley. He then cries because he's hurt himself. People are by now- looking at me thinking "WTF is this woman doing having another kid, when she can't handle these two." And I'm pretty much agreeing with them. Oh also- they didn't have the bacon wrap that I was dreaming of all morning.
It's barely 2pm and I've cried twice. Today isn't my day. I would like to fast forward to tomorrow. I hate feeling like I can't cope and that's all I've felt like today.
Moan over!
Re: Total AW post: crappy day & it's only lunch time
Edit - my phone thought I meant 'great' when I typed 'crappy.'
Married 9/28/13
DS born 11/12/15
EDD 8/13/18
@ashleywuli I'm so sorry, that's awful! Glad you're all okay but not a good end to the week :-(
Plus shame on anyone side eyeing you in the store! Kids are difficult and anyone who has had them should be understanding! Plus if this heat is making you miserable it's probably making them miserable too!