I was due on July 19 and had my baby girl Makenzie on May 23. I had emergency c section due to severe pre eclampsia. She is still in nicu probably won't be home til first week in July. Its so hard I don't feel like a mom this is my first child and I feel so disconnected. I'm so up and down the only time I'm happy us at the hospital. She is doing great but I want my baby home with me. I know this won't last forever but glad I can't vent to others that truly know how I feel.
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