Don't get me wrong, I have never felt so much joy and excitement before I was pregnant. I am embracing the idea of being a mommy to my DS and can't wait for him to get here. That being said, I can't help but feel like I cramp everyone's style. Especially once I started showing. Certain friendships have completely ended since I found out I was pregnant, which hurts but c'est la vie. I think it hurts more that my husband doesn't include me in his plans. For example, he has taken two vacations with his "bros," during this pregnancy. How many vacations has this mommy been on? 0, none, zilch, nada. When I suggest doing a babymoon or getting out of town for a day or two he says we don't have the money for it or he wishes I would have thought of it before he planned his other vacations. I want to do things with him before DS gets here because this will be the last time it will ever be just us until we are really old. It really bothers me that he has all of these things that separate us (band, golf, "bro" vacations). Getting him to do anything with me is like pulling teeth, he checks his phone and always has other plans for after we are done. I just feel like I lost that allure. That I'm not worth hanging out with anymore, because I don't want to go out to the bars or can't stay awake past ten. Am I crazy? Do any other mommies feel like that lost their "fun girl," title? I'm still the same person, I just get heartburn and swell up more easily. Sorry this is so long and not really a question. It did feel good to vent though.
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