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Today was my EDD.. :(

adrimolinaadrimolina member
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I am extremely grateful and blessed to be pregnant again (6w3d) but I am having a hard day today... I had a mc in October at 5 weeks and it has been extremely traumatic as you know, I don't even know what to do with myself today, I feel sort of paralyzed, sad, then angry, don't feel like doing anything, I am trying to focus on my new pregnancy obviously but I feel like today it's ok to just feel sad about what could have been..

I know many people would think that I should just feel happy about getting pregnant again but of course it is more complicated than that, I will always feel sad about this angel and wonder why..

Has your EDD come around yet? How did you feel? What did you do that day?

Me: 38 DH: 42.
Married: 9/2008.
4/2010 - BFP (Natural)
12/2010 - DS born.
8/2014-TTC#2 
10/2014 BFP
10/2014 Confirmed MC at 5 weeks
5/2015 BFP
8/2015 MMC & D&C at 13 weeks  :'(
11/2015 BFP then CP at 6 weeks.
3/2016 Started IVF+PGS
4/2016 ER, only 5 eggs but 3 Frozen embryos made it to freeze. Only 1 PGS normal embryo.
DOR
Hypothyroidism
MTHFR
DH Sperm with Chromosomal Issues (high % FISH)
AMH .65
8/2016 FET #1 BFN
9/2016 IVF-ER #2  1 normal embryo.
11/2016 IVF-ER #3  0 Embryos
2/2017 FET #2 BFP CP at 6 weeks.
5/2017  BFP Natural. 3 Betas were ok. First US 5-31-2017. Hope it sticks and is healthy!!


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Re: Today was my EDD.. :(

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    cherish1986cherish1986 member
    My EDD was on Friday and we let a balloon go with how we've felt since we loss her. We watched it float away until we couldn't see it anymore.
    We decided that every year that's what we're going to do.
    And pray she sees our words one day
    Married: August 16 2014
    EDD: July 12, 2015  MC: November 30, 2014 8weeks
    Clover Grace
     our little angel.
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    adrimolinaadrimolina member
    That is very sweet...thanks for sharing.

    Me: 38 DH: 42.
    Married: 9/2008.
    4/2010 - BFP (Natural)
    12/2010 - DS born.
    8/2014-TTC#2 
    10/2014 BFP
    10/2014 Confirmed MC at 5 weeks
    5/2015 BFP
    8/2015 MMC & D&C at 13 weeks  :'(
    11/2015 BFP then CP at 6 weeks.
    3/2016 Started IVF+PGS
    4/2016 ER, only 5 eggs but 3 Frozen embryos made it to freeze. Only 1 PGS normal embryo.
    DOR
    Hypothyroidism
    MTHFR
    DH Sperm with Chromosomal Issues (high % FISH)
    AMH .65
    8/2016 FET #1 BFN
    9/2016 IVF-ER #2  1 normal embryo.
    11/2016 IVF-ER #3  0 Embryos
    2/2017 FET #2 BFP CP at 6 weeks.
    5/2017  BFP Natural. 3 Betas were ok. First US 5-31-2017. Hope it sticks and is healthy!!


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    seckenrodeseckenrode member
    I'm still a long way from my day. I lost her at 12 weeks, although she stopped growing about 10. I'm 6 weeks now and hoping for my rainbow baby. I am extremely worried all the time, I'm sure I will be until a normal 12 week scan. All the best to all of us!! Xoxo
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    adrimolinaadrimolina member
    I am so sorry :( It is so hard, I have been very nervous too, have had cramping & spotting so it is terrifying. I cannot wait to get to week 13 so I can start breathing a little easier, even though I think I will always be a bit nervous until I am blessed to have my baby in my arms.. I also hope we all make it through!! :):)
    XO

    Me: 38 DH: 42.
    Married: 9/2008.
    4/2010 - BFP (Natural)
    12/2010 - DS born.
    8/2014-TTC#2 
    10/2014 BFP
    10/2014 Confirmed MC at 5 weeks
    5/2015 BFP
    8/2015 MMC & D&C at 13 weeks  :'(
    11/2015 BFP then CP at 6 weeks.
    3/2016 Started IVF+PGS
    4/2016 ER, only 5 eggs but 3 Frozen embryos made it to freeze. Only 1 PGS normal embryo.
    DOR
    Hypothyroidism
    MTHFR
    DH Sperm with Chromosomal Issues (high % FISH)
    AMH .65
    8/2016 FET #1 BFN
    9/2016 IVF-ER #2  1 normal embryo.
    11/2016 IVF-ER #3  0 Embryos
    2/2017 FET #2 BFP CP at 6 weeks.
    5/2017  BFP Natural. 3 Betas were ok. First US 5-31-2017. Hope it sticks and is healthy!!


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    PlainJane8350PlainJane8350 member
    edited June 2015
    I'm happy to be pregnant again, too, but it does make me think of my first pregnancy. I never got this far or got to do these things for him. We got a little memorial for him made and I plan to keep it in the nursery (when it's done). I like to think he'll get too enjoy it, too, but it's sad. Thinking of you!
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    adrimolinaadrimolina member
    @PlainJane8350 That is very sweet, I am sorry for your loss and congrats on your pregnancy! How far along are you?

    Me: 38 DH: 42.
    Married: 9/2008.
    4/2010 - BFP (Natural)
    12/2010 - DS born.
    8/2014-TTC#2 
    10/2014 BFP
    10/2014 Confirmed MC at 5 weeks
    5/2015 BFP
    8/2015 MMC & D&C at 13 weeks  :'(
    11/2015 BFP then CP at 6 weeks.
    3/2016 Started IVF+PGS
    4/2016 ER, only 5 eggs but 3 Frozen embryos made it to freeze. Only 1 PGS normal embryo.
    DOR
    Hypothyroidism
    MTHFR
    DH Sperm with Chromosomal Issues (high % FISH)
    AMH .65
    8/2016 FET #1 BFN
    9/2016 IVF-ER #2  1 normal embryo.
    11/2016 IVF-ER #3  0 Embryos
    2/2017 FET #2 BFP CP at 6 weeks.
    5/2017  BFP Natural. 3 Betas were ok. First US 5-31-2017. Hope it sticks and is healthy!!


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    PlainJane8350PlainJane8350 member
    Thank you, same to you! I'm 25 weeks...and I still worry! I just worry about different stuff now.
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