So, four days after I told my so I was pregnant he took off. Haven't heard from in and only once ran into him and we didn't speak. Anyway, he has said he doesn't want anything to do with the lo or me. Fine! I can do this myself. I made this baby and I will face my responsibility head on. In the end, I'm the one coming out on top.
However, the questions are...
If you want nothing to do with us, why are you showing your face at my children's softball games? You don't live in this town and your daughter doesn't play. Why make it even worse and show up? Knowing that our kids are good friends and miss each other like crazy.
Again, you want nothing to do with me or this baby, yet you ask my best friend (she introduced us) to babysit your kids for the summer? Why are you putting yourself and those kids, who you know I love like my own. In my everyday life? (She is watching them, there is such a long story there, but at the end of the day, it isn't their fault and they are so special to me. Its nice to see them. I'm not mad at all, at my best friend. She's doing what she has to for her daughter and I still get to see his kids.)
I'm just not understanding. Either be around completely or not at all. This in between stuff is bull****! I don't and shouldn't have to deal with this. I didn't do this alone. One day, you will have to face me and your not making it easy on yourself.
Sorry, so long! Just emotional today! Not to mention, guess who I dreamed about last night? Plus a doctors appointment later today. Yes, days like these make me hate him even more.

( :-w :-q ~X(
Re: Rant! The ex!
I'm really not a mean person but your messing with my daughters feelings. I grew up without my father. I know how it feels to be unwanted. I don't in anyway want her to feel that way. And I'm at a complete loss as to how to explain to her when that time comes. I am hoping I will know what to do then.