I want to fall in love again!!

okay so my sons middle name is Xadrian. It was supposed to be his first name but we had issues with certain family members (in laws) pronouncing it wrong. But Xadrian was a name that even when I was in middle school I knew I would name my child that some day. I want to fall in love with a name like that again but HATE every name I come by. I also like unique names so it's harder for me. Does anyone else have this issue? I kinda like Navae but the more I say it the less I love it As for a boy. Who knows lol