My veins didn't wanna cooperate today for my GTT. I was stuck 5 times in a 2 hour period and I have 3 hematomas now!!!! Ouch! I just wish these goose eggs would go down on my hands and arm! The only thing to do now is ice them, but I have to drive an hour to work now! Ughhhh
What is this skin tag near my crotch??!! Oh, a little googling led me to find out it's a sign of pregnancy. Of course it is. Sure didn't see this one coming though.
I love my dear husband, but i was feeling a little hurt yesterday because he did absolutely nothing for me for mothers day (I know I'm being selfish) not even a card, but no instead I got two sides of a sink full of dishes when I got back into town. Then I had a few people proceed to either tell me or imply that I'm not a real mother yet, so it'll be great when I can celebrate next year... what the heck.
I am sick as a dog, our oldest is being a terror lately and DH had to shave his beard off (I hate beardlessness) because he's servicing a high risk gas leak today. Stress, what stress? lol
Living with my mil is getting harder and harder. everything she does is just getting on my nerves. DH asked if she needed anything from the store. She always asks for ice cream. She eats like a toddler would if left to her own devices. I've been on a huge fruit kick since being pregnant and get a watermelon and pineapple every week. Today she uses my containers for this cake she brought home and used another container to give some cake to a friend. Not only that, she gave her friend the chicken I made last night and was planning on having for lunch tomorrow. Both dh and I are trying to eat healthier but it's really difficult when all she brings in the house is cookies and cakes and ice cream. I know we're living here rent free but she doesn't buy any groceries besides junk, she never cooks dinner but feels free to eat what I make every day, she refuses to take out the garbage and leaves it for dh when he gets out of work, she leaves the dishes to soak when they're not that dirty to begin with until I break and was them. I'm sorry, but if I'm cooking every day, the least you could do is wash the dishes.
And now she's upset because we don't want to buy her small house and add her an addition on the 1st floor so she can still live here. Oh hell no!
I love my dear husband, but i was feeling a little hurt yesterday because he did absolutely nothing for me for mothers day (I know I'm being selfish) not even a card, but no instead I got two sides of a sink full of dishes when I got back into town. Then I had a few people proceed to either tell me or imply that I'm not a real mother yet, so it'll be great when I can celebrate next year... what the heck.
Boo on them! Happy Mother's Day! It totally counts!
I've been sick for two weeks and none of the OTC meds are helping. My face and teeth hurt so bad; I think I have a sinus infection. I'm pretty sure I have a pulled muscle in my side from coughing so hard and last week I both puked and peed myself at the same time while coughing.
I broke down yesterday because I was so miserable and then DD dumped a smoothie all over herself. It was the last straw. I'd like to breathe normally out of my nose again and not be out of breath from walking to the bathroom.
I'm going to the doc today and if they don't give me something, I will likely cry again.
This has been the last week from hell. Started with DD ending up in the hospital and almost losing her hand due to an infection her Pedi misdiagnosed, then the day we were released from the hospital, I had horrible popping pain that ended up with me in the doctors office. They found blood, sugar and protein in my urine. They then made me do an early glucose test and a culture. I missed an entire 3 days of work last week. Then Friday night, some jack hole backed into my car at my sons little league baseball game and didn't bother to leave a note or anything, just crushed the front passenger side of my car in and now I have to figure out how to pay for it! UGH!! My grandfather came down Saturday night to visit my cousins that are here from Germany...yeah, they didn't tell us they were coming, then got pissed when we came to drop something off at my dads and had let the kids go to their other grandparents for a sleep over. Seriously?? How about I'm pissed you spent the entire f'ing day here and didn't bother to mention it to me!! And now today, the doctors office calls me back and tells me I have to go see an endocrinologist right away because I have gestational diabetes. They don't know my culture results yet, but they'll call me back when they do. I have literally spent half my day crying...I don't know how much more I can take!
Cody Lane - 4/22/2004 Colten James - 9/9/2005 Isabella Ann - 7/20/2012 SURPRISE!!! Emma Leigh - due 8/27/2015 (c-section date 8/7/2015)
It's finals week and I have so Much to finish for my classes and for some reason I signed up for two summer classes... Plus, think I might have hemmeroids...
Both of my twins are getting all 4 k9s at the same time. I haven't been screamed at this much since they were newborns, but newborns can't walk after you screaming >:P Goodness I hate their teeth...
just got the confirm from the OB nurse today that I have pregnancy carpal tunnel - this on top of my gestational diabetes and overall feeling like crap in one way or another pretty much every waking moment...which has been a lot because sleeping sucks now too (as I'm assured it will continue to, me only being 25 weeks). and hubby went and got a second job because he is paranoid about money and so i'll be coming home to an empty house all week and looking forward, seems like i'll get to experience the single working mom thing as he'll be missing dinners and bedtime during the weekdays as long as he keeps up this stupid "we're so broke" thing.
I recently found out that since I have to deliver in Philadelphia (1 1/2-2 hours away) due to a high risk pregnancy I have to relocate to the area at 34 weeks. I already had to take off a month of work earlier in my pregnancy due to surgery and now I'm on light duty and can't work nearly as much. Also I have to have someone down there with me at all times. My boyfriend and everyone else in my family works so I don't know how that's going to work out. I just feel like such a burden and it's stressful knowing I'll be out of work for so long when I was planning on working a lot during my pregnancy to save up some money. Ugh! Also I'll be stuck in a city I don't know with not much to do and forced to be around someone 24/7 when I like my alone time.
I woke up today feeling a little off. My belly was wishy washy and I felt a little extra tired. I ate my normal breakfast, a scrambled egg and 2 pieces of toast and some strawberries. And BAM had to run to the bathroom and vomit. It was literally like my body was trying to reject something, rather than just a normal nauseous throwing up. About an hour later I ate some crackers and the same thing happened. Then I got very dizzy and sweaty and felt like I was getting a fever. I took a 3 hour nap, just woke up an hour ago and I still just don't feel 100% so I think I def. got some kind of stomach bug. Wonderful way to start off the week :-&
There is an extremely awful virus going around and I caught it. I never get sick with colds or flu or anything along those lines. I'm extremely sick now. I've had a small fever but I was able to get rid of it and it hasn't came back. I just feel so miserable. My poor DH I'm sure he will catch it.
I'm just sad today! Feeling hormonal and had meetings right off the bat when I got to work today when I just wanted to cry because my husband is going to MN all week after he spent the whole weekend away fishing (I got to see him for 8 hours yesterday). I'm happy he had a good time fishing and glad I got to see him in "passing" at his aunt and uncles for Mother's Day lunch but I'm just sad that he's leaving again. I really miss him lately I should be grateful that he has a wonderful job and traveling is not often... I'm just being hormonal.
I will say that some of your days make mine sound like a cake walk buuuuuuuuttttt...I was running late today, got 15 minutes into my drive and had to turn around because I forgot my laptop. Then I get to my exit for work (45 minutes later) and realize that I have my boyfriends only set of car keys in my car. Since he is working on a contract if he doesn't work he doesn't get paid and since he makes 4x what I do, I turned around and drove back home to give him his keys. At least it gave me a chance to stop by the lab and get my blood drawn so that maybe they can finally figure out why I have been itching terribly for months.
after venting i did want to clarify that i know that having a husband working two jobs is not the same as being a single mom, didn't want to offend anyone or sound ignorant. i guess i just mean that i feel most of the responsibility for LO's care will be up to me alone
On my only weekday off, the only day I have to get anything done, I have been having terrible dizzy spells all day. Running errands? Yeah didn't happen. Not gonna be driving when I can hardly sit up without feeling dizzy as shit.
DH told me he hated me for absolutely no reason at all. He's never said that before. I asked him to get me a book from the library for my 3 hour glucose test tomorrow. I didn't have time before work because I was cleaning the house from top to bottom for a few showings we have the next 2 days (we're trying to sell). Apparently the kids were being monsters and he was having problems with his library card, so he decided he hated me.
I have roughly 2 more weeks left of bumming at my friends house. I love her and all.. but the TV on from first thing waking up at 7:30AM and falling asleep to it at 1AM at night is giving me stress.. 7 days a week!!! I wish I could tune this all out but I have the fan on for noise and ear plugs in and can still hear it. I just shut myself in my room, breathe.. only 2 more weeks.
I have another to add. Lol So I do homecare and there's a girl that fills in on the weekends when I'm not there. She decided to leave me a to-do list. Nothing was spelled correctly and she repeatedly added P.S. The big one that pissed me off was where she told me to do the physical therapy with my patient. Umm excuse me, but I'm the one who got her physical therapy started and do it with her everyday except when we're at the doctor all day! Then she told me I should scrub the carpets to impress the family that's coming from out of town. You're f***ing kidding me, right???? She's been coming there for maybe 1 month now? And I've been with her for a year!
So after a very emotional stressful mothers day (my mother passed away 4 years ago). I snapped at my bestie last night. I apologized to her last night which just ended in a bigger fight. So I texted her again this morning just explaining I was just really emotional and how truly sorry I was. She won't answer my texts or calls... So today has just sucked.
I love my dear husband, but i was feeling a little hurt yesterday because he did absolutely nothing for me for mothers day (I know I'm being selfish) not even a card, but no instead I got two sides of a sink full of dishes when I got back into town. Then I had a few people proceed to either tell me or imply that I'm not a real mother yet, so it'll be great when I can celebrate next year... what the heck.
That sucks you are a real mom! Happy Mother's Day!
Re: Monday Bitchfest *5/11*
And now she's upset because we don't want to buy her small house and add her an addition on the 1st floor so she can still live here. Oh hell no!
Colten James - 9/9/2005
Isabella Ann - 7/20/2012
SURPRISE!!! Emma Leigh - due 8/27/2015 (c-section date 8/7/2015)
just got the confirm from the OB nurse today that I have pregnancy carpal tunnel - this on top of my gestational diabetes and overall feeling like crap in one way or another pretty much every waking moment...which has been a lot because sleeping sucks now too (as I'm assured it will continue to, me only being 25 weeks). and hubby went and got a second job because he is paranoid about money and so i'll be coming home to an empty house all week and looking forward, seems like i'll get to experience the single working mom thing as he'll be missing dinners and bedtime during the weekdays as long as he keeps up this stupid "we're so broke" thing.
I have felt like crying exactly all day.
Oh God this. Those teeth.....
I asked him to get me a book from the library for my 3 hour glucose test tomorrow. I didn't have time before work because I was cleaning the house from top to bottom for a few showings we have the next 2 days (we're trying to sell). Apparently the kids were being monsters and he was having problems with his library card, so he decided he hated me.
Wtf. Really? And he didn't get my book
So I do homecare and there's a girl that fills in on the weekends when I'm not there. She decided to leave me a to-do list. Nothing was spelled correctly and she repeatedly added P.S. The big one that pissed me off was where she told me to do the physical therapy with my patient. Umm excuse me, but I'm the one who got her physical therapy started and do it with her everyday except when we're at the doctor all day! Then she told me I should scrub the carpets to impress the family that's coming from out of town. You're f***ing kidding me, right???? She's been coming there for maybe 1 month now? And I've been with her for a year!
I know this isn't a huge deal but WHY does it always happen at the worst time?! X(
I've been feeling like a mommy wuss all week. Mothering isn't for sissies I guess...