Anyone else panicking?

Re: Anyone else panicking?

• Valancia1 member

  May 2015

  You are NOT alone!!! I am totally feeling that I am not prepared. My husband got home from a out of town business trip at 10 pm tonight. And we have to be at hospital at 5 am. I have checked bags SO many times and I am ready but just have that feeling that I'm not. We will be/do fine- we have made it. Good luck. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Keep us posted.

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• kt1244 member

  May 2015

  I don't feel ready either! Well, some days I feel okay and then some days I am full of anxiety. Today is an anxiety day for sure. It's been a long journey and it's hard to imagine it being over soon.
  
  Good luck with everything!

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• twodreamers member

  May 2015

  I'm with all you ladies. C-section scheduled for Thursday and I'm a nervous wreck. There's absolutely no realistic and rational reason to feel unprepared when everything is as ready as we could possibly have it. I think my fear stems from the unknown. I've prayed for over a decade for this baby and now my prayers are being answered. It's just all overwhelmingly surreal and strange in a way.
  
  It's like @kt1244 wrote, it really has been a long journey for all of us and the idea that it's coming to an end is hard to fathom.
  
  Good luck, ladies. Biggest hugs as we all meet our LOs this week!!

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• LadyBlood member

  May 2015

  Since I'm 41w2d u know baby will be here sometime this week whether he comes on his own or they force him out. So now anxiety levels are high here!! Worried he'll have complications from going over, worried about being induced, worried he'll be huge, and generally just worried about being a ftm. Soon I'm going to have a tiny, fragile life to protect and it's starting to seem like an incredibly difficult task!!

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• kt1244 member

  May 2015

  Yes! That's how I feel about being a FTM too.

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• kaynix21 member

  May 2015

  I keep counting down in my head like...
  This is the last time I'll snuggle in bed in the morning with my husband for awhile
  
  Or this is the last morning dance party baby will be having while I sip coffee.
  
  Everyone else is all excited and I want to bang my head against a wall and cry I'm so overwhelmed.

  
  

  

  
  

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• carajeanp37 member

  May 2015

  I feel the same - I had a full blown panic attack in the middle of the night last night about cleaning and stupid things we still "need" for baby and how we'll never be ready. I'm so torn between wanting her to just get here already and not being at all ready for her to come out!

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