Today is my EDD for my loss in Septmber. I had some expectations of this day and never believed I would still be TTC today. I also thought that I would be really upset. I have done a lot of work to move past my loss but today is still hard, especially being under a lot of other stress right now. Has anyone else had their EDD, did anyone do anything special to mark the day?
Sorry for your loss! Mine is next month for my first loss. It's definitely tough to think about! I hope you plan something super fun for yourself today.
I am so sorry for your loss. My EDD is June 16th and I am already dreading it, I know I am going to be devastated that day...
I also hoped I would be pg by now...sending you hugs and strength. XOXO
Me: 38 DH: 42. Married: 9/2008.
4/2010 - BFP (Natural)
12/2010 - DS born.
8/2014-TTC#2 10/2014 BFP
10/2014 Confirmed MC at 5 weeks 5/2015 BFP 8/2015 MMC & D&C at 13 weeks 11/2015 BFP then CP at 6 weeks. 3/2016 Started IVF+PGS 4/2016 ER, only 5 eggs but 3 Frozen embryos made it to freeze. Only 1 PGS normal embryo. DOR Hypothyroidism MTHFR DH Sperm with Chromosomal Issues (high % FISH) AMH .65 8/2016 FET #1 BFN 9/2016 IVF-ER #2 1 normal embryo. 11/2016 IVF-ER #3 0 Embryos 2/2017 FET #2 BFP CP at 6 weeks. 5/2017 BFP Natural. 3 Betas were ok. First US 5-31-2017. Hope it sticks and is healthy!!
I hope you are feeling better now that it is past. I don't look forward to mine in September. I know that when the time comes I will deal with it but for now I have to just try to think about other things like TTC again. My EDD is on our anniversary so I'm hoping that my fiancé and I will be doing something to keep our minds off of the loss. I'm also hoping to be PG again by then. Really I'm hoping that we succeeded this month actually. I have a good feeling but I'm trying not to get my hopes up too much. We shall see!
Thanks everyone. Aside from it also being CD1 I actually did not have that bad of a day. I planted in our garden and was really positive about moving forward on our TTC journey
Re: Marking EDD
DD1 - BFP 7/23/15 (EDD 3/31/16). "We believe in you rainbow" DOB 4/2/16
DD2 - BFP 2/9/18 (EDD 10/19/18). "Grow baby grow!" DOB 10/24/18
BFP 11/16/20 (EDD 7/31/21). "Round 3 FIGHT!"
Me: 38 DH: 42.
Married: 9/2008.
10/2014 BFP
5/2015 BFP
8/2015 MMC & D&C at 13 weeks
11/2015 BFP then CP at 6 weeks.
3/2016 Started IVF+PGS
4/2016 ER, only 5 eggs but 3 Frozen embryos made it to freeze. Only 1 PGS normal embryo.
DOR
Hypothyroidism
MTHFR
DH Sperm with Chromosomal Issues (high % FISH)
AMH .65
8/2016 FET #1 BFN
9/2016 IVF-ER #2 1 normal embryo.
11/2016 IVF-ER #3 0 Embryos
2/2017 FET #2 BFP CP at 6 weeks.
5/2017 BFP Natural. 3 Betas were ok. First US 5-31-2017. Hope it sticks and is healthy!!