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rain0831boww · March 2015

I am so happy to be on here again, but I am also extremely nervous. This is my third pregnancy but my first two resulted in miscarriages that I am so emotionally and mentally scarred from. My initial reaction was definitely joy but I am going to be a wreck every single day. Please send prayers my way.

No one who has experienced a loss will ever realize that the fear and constant reminder of what you went through will always be on your mind. I hate when people say "When the baby gets here" because in my mind it's always "IF the baby gets here." I wish it wasn't that way but how can you not?

I really hope and pray for a rainbow baby this time. I don't know how I can handle another loss.

Fingers crossed!!!

GoodSuri · March 2015

Hello...i have also had two losses....one 10 years ago and 1 in Jan. The doc seems to think they arent relate but i am currently almost 4 weeks amd i am so nervous. My dh keeps saying well well you are pregnant..i correct him and say i might be...we dont know for sure. I did not get a heartbeat on the first so i am praying we see one soon. I am taking little steps to try and not put to much stress on it

Good luck!

rain0831boww · March 2015

Thank you! I wish pregnancy was simple and stress free. Have to remind myself that stressing or not, whatever will happen, be.

LauraSmarterSpam · March 2015

FXD you get your take home baby. I can't imagine what anyone goes through experiencing a miscarriage.

ashleyanny · March 2015

Crossing everything for you! We've had 5 miscarriages and I just don't think I will feel comfortable until I have a baby in my arms. It's so hard and my thoughts are with you. Really hoping this is your take home baby!