Hey ladies! This is my first post on the forum. I am due November thirteenth. Four years ago, on May sixth I gave birth to a beautiful little boy who was asleep. I questioned God and was beyond angry for the first two years after this happened. I was then for the next two years petrified I wasn't able to bear a child. Then, I found out I was pregnant with my little miracle and although I feel blessed I am beyond scared the same thing is going to happen this time around. Any moms have any advice on how I can deal with this easier?
Also! The man I was married to with my stillborn child left after everything happened. I am now engaged to my high school sweetheart, and am deathly afraid that if something happens to our baby... Just like my ex -- he will leave.
Re: four years later, another miracle
I'm currently pg after a loss at 24w. There is nothing I can suggest other than trying to remind yourself this is a new pregnancy and relationship. I can't imagine your stress. Try to be open with your dr about concerns, I've found mine very willing to work with me. GL!!
BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010
BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011
BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013
BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy. Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)
BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014