I went in to my regular ob appointment just to get heartbreaking news it seems like the hematoma is getting bigger. This time it was extremely hard to find the baby and it was really small and this time no visible heartbeat

my heart is extremely broken and feel a big knot on my chest. I'm going in tomorrow to have a pelvic ultrasound and I had blood drawn for the hcg today and will again on Monday and see the dr on Tuesday. But pretty much the dr told me don't be surprise if you have a miscarriage I cried and he just said that he didn't know it all that maybe it was just him he couldn't find the baby we'll all I know I feel like my world broke apart, I already have 2 but that doesn't change how I feel for me since conception it's already life it's already my baby and I feel a piece of me just died. I just need to vent bc I feel I'm tearing up inside and it'll never be able to repair.......
Re: Seems the Subchorionic hemorrhage won :,(
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BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010
BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)
3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!
Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500
First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat
LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!
TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015
Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015
Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270
First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.
JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.
TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]
Baby Boy born on 1/14/13
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