November 2015 Moms

Seems the Subchorionic hemorrhage won :,(

I went in to my regular ob appointment just to get heartbreaking news it seems like the hematoma is getting bigger. This time it was extremely hard to find the baby and it was really small and this time no visible heartbeat :( my heart is extremely broken and feel a big knot on my chest. I'm going in tomorrow to have a pelvic ultrasound and I had blood drawn for the hcg today and will again on Monday and see the dr on Tuesday. But pretty much the dr told me don't be surprise if you have a miscarriage I cried and he just said that he didn't know it all that maybe it was just him he couldn't find the baby we'll all I know I feel like my world broke apart, I already have 2 but that doesn't change how I feel for me since conception it's already life it's already my baby and I feel a piece of me just died. I just need to vent bc I feel I'm tearing up inside and it'll never be able to repair.......

Re: Seems the Subchorionic hemorrhage won :,(

  • So sorry you're going through this
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  • Really sorry about that, I will keep you In my prayers, don't loose hope though. Just hope for the best.
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  • I'm SO SORRY @Aaanjt13 ! It's such a terrible feeling but please know you are not alone and in no way to blame. Take time to grieve and be sad. There are great support groups and it really helped me to talk to my friends and family about it openly- I think that was part of my healing process. I'm also glad I can be there for other women who go through this. I'm thinking of you!!
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  • I'm really sorry to hear that. I am going through the exact same thing except I have officially had the mc, got my levels this morning and they went from 5,000 to 940 in 2 days and the ultrasound showed nothing which explains the cramping and bleeding yesterday. I'm with ya sister!!!!!!!!

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  • I'm so sorry. Thoughts and prayers sent your way.
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  • Im so sorry for your loss :-(
  • Aaanjt13Aaanjt13 member
    edited March 2015
    Thank you girls just wanted to give you girls an update. I went in for my pelvic ultrasound in which the technician told me it was hard for her to see bc my uterus it's in which is um ok I guess I don't know what that meant I guess. She did a vaginal ultrasound she was able to find the baby quick but didn't really tell me anything. When I ask her if there was a heart beat all she told me was "I just saw something faint" I go back Monday for more blood work and Tuesday I see the dr. Deep inside I still have hop but am preparing my self for the worst. Thank you all for kind words I truly appreciated.
  • I am so very sorry for your loss :( sending love.
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  • I totally missed your update and feel terrible for my last response! Hoping for the very BEST news!!!!
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  • YummeeCookeeYummeeCookee member
    edited March 2015
    So sad. I am hoping for good news for you on Tuesday

    ETA. part of my post mysteriously disappeared.

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  • Hoping you end up getting good news. Try and take it easy this weekend. Take care of yourself.
  • I just got out of hospital and I lost my little one, as well. I was super hopeful this time so it came as a total blow. I sincerely wish everyone here all the best. XO
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  • I just got out of hospital and I lost my little one, as well. I was super hopeful this time so it came as a total blow. I sincerely wish everyone here all the best. XO

    This really makes me sad, I have no words just know we're all here for you.
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