My LO is now 14 months and I want her to have a sibling. I have tried and tried online dating and every guy is worse than the last. The last guy was a Holocaust denier, homophobe, and made openly racist comments on our phone calls.
So now I'm starting to get my ducks in a row to use a sperm doner (probably summer of 2016). Anybody else go this route? I have career and a very supportive family and wonderful friends, but I still think I"m a little nuts. Just wondering what other people's experiences have been with this process.
Re: Any single moms by choice?
Mother of two wonderful boys! Blessed through adoption.
Just like Rhonnies, people like to remind me I'm young and should wait for a man, heck my mum told me again yesterday when I called her to tell her it was a BFN.
As I live on my own in a different country, I will definitely be doing it all on my own. But my friends so far are lovely.
Yes there's the awkward not knowing what to say so they say it'll get easier next time (which is absolutely the opposite) and some know the right words to say.
Going into labour alone scares me, but my mum is ready to fly here, 3 of my friends are arguing who could join me, so I won't be completely alone. Which is a safe feeling.
And I know somedays those friends are not there, busy with their lives and I will be doing it alone..and that does not frighten me at all. Because I'm ready to do it alone.
So if you are, go for it, and you will be fine, more than fine.
Lots of woman out here that are happy to lend a listening ear when needed
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How many months along are you? I had my first iui a week ago and am anxiously waiting to test. I can't wait. My mom will be with me during labor, as will my dad. Although I'm not sure if dad will want to be in the room or not.
But do make sure you have a lovely network of people that support you. Last May when I wrote my previous message I didn't know yet that I was fertility-challenged and the journey has been tough, is still tough.
And last night, after yet another BFN I could do with some strong hands that would tell me everything will be ok. Unfortunately I don't have those strong arms available.
My mum has been a rock, even when she lives in a different country, and my friends nearby have lend me their shoulders to cry on, their ears to listen, but also their smiles to make me smile.
GL on your journey.
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I am new to the forums and just found this smbc forum and see that the thread was started awhile ago but seems to have some recent comments.
Just wanted to share a little of my journey in the world of smbc. Ten years ago l gave birth to a little girl with my husband at the time. When she was 5 however she died in an accident and my world changed forever. My husband and l had already been working on a separation at the time so teb accident just sped up the process. However the one thing I always knew was l wanted to have a family so if finding a partner wasn't going to happen l was gonna do it on my own. So l did and it turned out to be a very long journey. I ended up using an unknown donor from a sperm bank and doing 4 iui's and 3 ivf's I had two frozen embryos left from my ivf's so l transferred them both. Today l have a very sweet and happy 10 month old little boy making the journey all worth it. So after that very long story the point was to tell you l have decided l want to give him a sibling and will do ivf this summer after l am done breastfeeding my son.
So like you l am wondering if l am a little crazy given how long it took me to get pregnant the 1st time but I'm 40 now so l don't have a lot of time to try so l will likely only do two ivf's this time and if it doesn't work then maybe it isn't meant to be but I would really like my son to have a sibling and l always pictured my future with more than one kid so here goes nothing
That's some story you have got that and I am so sorry to read about your loss. I have no words.
I completely can relate to the 'wanting a family' as I am there myself so I am so happy for you that you have your sweet little boy!
The journey to get there hasn't been easy, and others might think you are nuts for trying again, but I probably would do the same!
It won't be easy, but hey...your body did it once, it knows now what it is supposed to do! So I have been told it might be easier.
If you are ready, I'd say go for it! Wishing you lots of GL!
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I'm curious what process you ladies went through. I would go the IUI route, as I want a baby if it was meant to be. It's March now and was thinking I would call my OB/GYN in the next few months to discuss my options. I'm not looking to get pregnant before November of this year.
Any advice?
Thanks!
I did 5 IUI before I swopped to IVF.
After 3 IUI they found out I have trouble getting pregnant due to PCOS so I had to start taking hormones. After another 2 IUI I decided to go over to IVF.
I was tired of not knowing if I got IUI on time, did I ovulated, did I not. Ovulation start 36 hours after a positive test or a trigger shote. Frozen sperm only lives up to 24 hrs...the odds aren't really with us.
IVF was tough, I had my ER (egg retrieval) being awake, which was sooooooo painful, and my body made over-hours with all the hormones. So my ET (egg transfer) wasn't a success. Neither was my FET (frozen transfer), but that was due to the clinic. They had booked me wrong. Second FET is in the making. Almost 8 weeks now.
My body was much more relaxed with the FET, as hormone intake wasn't as bad.
GL on your journey!
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How about out those of you who were trying? Any luck?
No success with IUI for me, but did with my 2nd FET. Saw a heartbeat at 6w and have a new us on Monday 4th.
I must admit I have some 'frights' ones in a while and think ...oh boy...you are really doing it on your own! What where you thinking? But those pass by in a whoops and I get all excited that I finally got my BFP.
Have you find your donor? Did you choose a donor who may be contacted by your child when (s)he's 18?
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I have a 2 year old that I am raising alone, although my parents and sister are very involved. Being a single mom is intense, and no one really gets it except other single moms. It's amazing though, and knowing I'm doing this...wow, what an accomplishment! I have more strength and courage than I ever knew.
Being a single mom is definitely intense, and it's very important to ask for help ones in a while.
But I believe sometimes it's easier when one is alone, as you know from morning til morning it is you that had to do it all...I see sometimes (and sometimes often) with my friends that they think their husbands will help out and get disappointed when they won't or can't. Something I'll never count on having, so won't be disappointed.
AFM, I opt for a donor that can be contacted. Not for me, as I am not interested, but I found it hard to make that decision for my child. So they can decide for themselves when old enough if they want to know a little more.
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Mother of two wonderful boys! Blessed through adoption.
Im a mummy since 1 Nov of a little girl Pia.
It's challenging alone (we've had a cowsmilk allergy and sleepless nights) but my family is wonderful and are happy to pop by to entertain her while I take a quick nap. Not yet ready to miss her a whole night...so napping it is
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Was filled with energy the next day and happy to see my little girl again
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