Diagnosed with Severe Ashermans Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube #11 or IVF with scarring still inside? 1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
I would like to thank my in-laws for inviting obnoxious uncle Robby to sleep on the couch at their house for the next few days. Because that's not weird when you barely have space for the guests currently sleeping at your house.
Thank god it's going to be 75-80 degrees over the next few days or I'd be leaving today.
IVF #1, Stimmed for 12 days, ER 8/22/14, 9 retrieved, 7M, 7F!! Freeze all due to fluid in uterus.
FET end of October 2014 cancelled due to fluid in uterus due to possible c-scar defect
Surgery scheduled 12/12/14 to fix possible isthmocele
3/26/15 transferred one 8 cell grade 4 embryo and one 6 cell grade 3 embryo = slow rising betas for 2+ weeks = ectopic MTX shot 4/29/15
Repeat c-scar surgery June 2015
2nd and last IVF cycle August 2015, stimmed for 12 days, 2 egg retrieved, both mature and both fertilized. Transferred both 8-cell embryos on Day 3, beta 9/5/15 = BFFN
DDF- I want to quit winter. I am seriously considering blowing some savings on a spontaneous trip to somewhere hot and sunny. How's Phoenix this time of year?? Vegas? Just for a day or so.
You know what is pathetic? That everyone around here (myself included) is SUPER EXCITED for our "warm up" tomorrow.... to 30 degrees. Thirty degrees is going to feel like heaven. THAT IS RIDICULOUS.
Dear diary,
Thanks for making someone at work pregnant again. Last year I had to listen to her complain about her nausea and vomiting for that entire pregnancy and now I have to do it again. I wish I could be nauseous and pregnant.
And my mom is very sick in the hospital and the doctors are still not 100% sure what is wrong with her. My stress level is through the roof.
"From the moment I first saw you, the second that you were born, I knew that you
were the love of my life"
Me: 35, DH: 40
TTC # 2 since 8/13, Dx: unexplained secondary infertility
Clomid cycles 7/14 & 8/14= BFN
IUI # 1 (clomid) 8/27/14= BFN
IUI # 2 (clomid and follistim) 9/25/14= BFN
IUI # 3 (femara and follistim) 10/23/14= BFN
IUI # 4 (femara and follistim) 11/20/14= BFN
12/12/14- saline sono shows two polyps
2/15- two uterine polyps and "schmutz" (RE's words) removed
Thank you for making the snow start earlier so my mother had to grab a hotel an hour or so south of me and not get snowed in with us. I think I would go crazy! It is bad enough dealing with a toddler who is 'asserting her independence' and a DH who has a severe case of cabin fever. I need all.the.beer.
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Kid #2 - maybe???
Diagnosed with Severe Ashermans Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube #11 or IVF with scarring still inside? 1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
Gah! I just kicked the keg. Who goes into a snow storm on the tail end of a keg with no back-up beer options. Boo.
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Kid #2 - maybe???
Diagnosed with Severe Ashermans Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube #11 or IVF with scarring still inside? 1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
Fuck you uterus for continuing to bleed nearly two weeks after stopping my meds. What the hell?
Also, please make my RE correct in his decision to put me on a microdose lupron flare protocol with an AMH of 3. Sigh. Please make my eggs normal, please please please.
DDF, I'm sorry but I have no empathy for pregnancy related complaints. I know morning sickness, heartburn, swollen ankles, hyper irritability, back ache, etc are all unpleasant but I just react with a knee jerk feeling that it's better than the continual heartache of empty arms and a broken heart.
TTC since 3-08
IVF # 1 Dec 2011 BFP
DD born at 31 weeks 6-24-12
Re: DDF
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube
#11 or IVF with scarring still inside?
1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
Dear Diary
Why did my vein have to collapse during today's blood draw, stupid IF testing
Now I have two super bruised arms, and of course I am typing.
I would like to thank my in-laws for inviting obnoxious uncle Robby to sleep on the couch at their house for the next few days. Because that's not weird when you barely have space for the guests currently sleeping at your house.
Thank god it's going to be 75-80 degrees over the next few days or I'd be leaving today.
TTC #3 since June 2013
BFP #1 7/21/2013--EDD 3/30/14--D&C 9/24/13
BFP #2 1/28/14--MC 2/7/14
IUI #1 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
IUI #2 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
IUI #3 5mg Femara + trigger = BFN
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube
#11 or IVF with scarring still inside?
1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
Kid #1 - 09/03/12
Hysteroscopy #10 - scar tissue grew back reblocking my right tube
#11 or IVF with scarring still inside?
1 lone embryo from September 2016 retreival, dx with Trisomy 16, starting fresh
Fuck you uterus for continuing to bleed nearly two weeks after stopping my meds. What the hell?
Also, please make my RE correct in his decision to put me on a microdose lupron flare protocol with an AMH of 3. Sigh. Please make my eggs normal, please please please.
Fuck Duke Energy and Time Warner. Fuck winter. Fuck cabin fever. Fuck anxiety and of course fuck everything IF!
Rainbow Surprise Baby due 05/26/2017
DDF,
I'm sorry but I have no empathy for pregnancy related complaints. I know morning sickness, heartburn, swollen ankles, hyper irritability, back ache, etc are all unpleasant but I just react with a knee jerk feeling that it's better than the continual heartache of empty arms and a broken heart.
FET #1 Dec 2013 BFN
FET # 2 Feb 2014 BFN
No more frosties
IVF #2. September 2014
PGD yielded 2 perfect 5d blasts
SET November 9, 2014
Nov 23, 2014. Another BFN
Not sure where to go from here.