tomorrow morning I have an ultrasound scheduled. It's just a regular checkup. I'm currently 18 weeks with our rainbow. We lost our angel at 19 weeks almost a year ago. I'm so scared that I'm going to get in there in the morning and be told something is wrong or that there's no heartbeat again. I've tried so hard to make sure this baby doesn't have spina bifida like his or her big brother did, but I know that I can't control everything and the idea of losing another baby is wrecking my brain tonight. Here's hoping for some sleep and some good news in the morning.
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Big Sister Piper
Born at 37 weeks, strong NICU survivor
Friday, November 13th, 2009, 7:17 AM
Baby Brother Link
Born sleeping at 19 weeks with Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus
Sunday, March 2nd, 2014, 7:27 PM
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Re: PGaL brain hitting me tonight
.......................................................................................................................................Born at 37 weeks, strong NICU survivor
Friday, November 13th, 2009, 7:17 AM
Baby Brother Link
Born sleeping at 19 weeks with Spina Bifida and Hydrocephalus
Sunday, March 2nd, 2014, 7:27 PM
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