I got my BFP on 1/15 and I still am having difficulties processing it. I was a semi-active member on TTCAL for the past 8 months after my baby was diagnosed with an ultimately fatal ntd at 18 weeks. I hope, hope, hope that this is my take home baby! I was absolutely not expecting to be pg when I took a FRER, but lo and behold here I am. I hope I get to stay and get to know all of you!
To the Ladies of TTCAL:
Thank you for your wisdom and support. I am so grateful to have found you all when I felt I had nowhere to turn.
Hi Ashlee.. i too had to be induced at 22 weeks and deliver after they found a fatal NTD on my baby boy at 20 weeks. it was the hardest thing i think i have ever had to go through. i am now pregnant again with my first appointment in 2 hours! im scared to absolute death for this appointment *im 10 weeks 3 days today* but trying to have faith and be positive!
Good luck to you and a happy and healthy pregnancy..
Did they have you on extra folic for this pregnancy like they made me do? I took an extra 5mg of folic for 4 months before.
2011 dx by RE: Severe mfi- Treatment option: IVF w/ ICSI ( I declined the RE recommendation to use ds), 2012 IVF#1 w/ICSI long Lupron protocol + follistim + menopour. Transferred 2 day 3 embys, ended in early m/c, 2013 IVF#2 w/ICSI bcp, lupron, & a lot of friggin follistim. Received a call the morning of transfer that they ceased, 2014 1/11/14 -cycle day 1, unmedicated AI w. DS. AI #1 1.23.14, scheduled again for 1.25.14, & 1.27.14
My baby lives in my heart. Juliette Marie 1/17/2008 - forever
***Losses mentioned.*** TTC #1 since May 2012. Me: 37, OH: 41. Ectopic August 2012 => tubal damage. Stage 1 endo removed June 2013. IVF #1 Oct/Nov 2013: Long Lupron with Gonal-F. 7R, 7M, 7F. 2 txfer@3d. Nothing frozen. => M/C @ 8 wks. Selected RPL panel all normal. Very hyper and brittle response to stims. IVF #2 (antagonist protocol) Feb 2014 => Converted to IUI (Perfect conditions). BFN. IVF #2.1 w/ new RE June 2014: Antagonist protocol. 33R, 31M, 30F, 19 blasts to test!!! I made it through without crashing!! Hats off to Dr. Fancypants!! ET of one 5AB blast. BFN. 13 10 CCS'ed snowflakes! FET #1 PUPO as of 7/29 Betas: 8/7@24, 8/9@97, 8/11@334 (etc.) Two sacs on 8/15, one seen on 8/18 after a bleed. U/s 8/25 (6+3) "perfect": 5.9 mm + HB@120bpm! U/s 9/4 (7+6): 15.9 mm + HB@172 bpm! Please, PLEASE stick this time!!!!
Me 34 DH 31, Together since 2003, Married August 20, 2011, TTC since May 2013 BFP #1 August 24, 2013! MMC discovered Oct. 3, 2013, D&C Oct. 4, 2013 BFP #2 December 17, 2013! MMC discovered Jan. 28, 2014, D&C Jan. 30, 2014 Testing done: male with complete Trisomy 16, not hereditary. Tested me for clotting disorders, all normal. Feb. 2014 all clear again to TTC! Will start progesterone supplementation with the next BFP just in case. Oct. 2014 more testing just because, thyroid and autoimmune panels = normal. Diagnostic U/S = no abnormalities. Will keep trying for 3-6 more months, doctor still optimistic!
BFP #3 December 11, 2014! Beta #1 14DPO = 122.4 Beta #2 17DPO = 296.8 Please stick little one and be our Rainbow!
Perfect little heartbeat of 156 seen 1/7/15
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@xoalicia I am doing okay! I have my first appointment tomorrow at 5 weeks 5 days..it's nice but also terrifying because I know it's normal to not be able to see much at that time but if I don't see anything I know I will worry! Hopefully everything goes well!
Ohh please update me I'm doing well .. Had my ultrasound last Wednesday and saw baby and heard hb very nervous about my Nt scan coming on feb 9... Things went so wrong last time with the ntd So I'm hoping and praying baby's healthy
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Good luck to you and a happy and healthy pregnancy..
Did they have you on extra folic for this pregnancy like they made me do? I took an extra 5mg of folic for 4 months before.
My Ovulation Chart
BFP #1 12/23/13 MMC 01/24/14 @ 9w5days
Me (28) DH (34) actively TTC since 2010
2011 dx by RE: Severe mfi- Treatment option: IVF w/ ICSI ( I declined the RE recommendation to use ds), 2012 IVF#1 w/ICSI long Lupron protocol + follistim + menopour. Transferred 2 day 3 embys, ended in early m/c, 2013 IVF#2 w/ICSI bcp, lupron, & a lot of friggin follistim. Received a call the morning of transfer that they ceased, 2014 1/11/14 -cycle day 1, unmedicated AI w. DS. AI #1 1.23.14, scheduled again for 1.25.14, & 1.27.14
My baby lives in my heart. Juliette Marie 1/17/2008 - forever
***Losses mentioned.*** TTC #1 since May 2012. Me: 37, OH: 41. Ectopic August 2012 => tubal damage. Stage 1 endo removed June 2013. IVF #1 Oct/Nov 2013: Long Lupron with Gonal-F. 7R, 7M, 7F. 2 txfer@3d. Nothing frozen. => M/C @ 8 wks. Selected RPL panel all normal. Very hyper and brittle response to stims. IVF #2 (antagonist protocol) Feb 2014 => Converted to IUI (Perfect conditions). BFN. IVF #2.1 w/ new RE June 2014: Antagonist protocol. 33R, 31M, 30F, 19 blasts to test!!! I made it through without crashing!! Hats off to Dr. Fancypants!! ET of one 5AB blast. BFN. 13 10 CCS'ed snowflakes! FET #1 PUPO as of 7/29 Betas: 8/7@24, 8/9@97, 8/11@334 (etc.) Two sacs on 8/15, one seen on 8/18 after a bleed. U/s 8/25 (6+3) "perfect": 5.9 mm + HB@120bpm! U/s 9/4 (7+6): 15.9 mm + HB@172 bpm! Please, PLEASE stick this time!!!!
Me 34 DH 31, Together since 2003, Married August 20, 2011, TTC since May 2013
BFP #1 August 24, 2013! MMC discovered Oct. 3, 2013, D&C Oct. 4, 2013
BFP #2 December 17, 2013! MMC discovered Jan. 28, 2014, D&C Jan. 30, 2014
Testing done: male with complete Trisomy 16, not hereditary. Tested me for clotting disorders, all normal.
Feb. 2014 all clear again to TTC! Will start progesterone supplementation with the next BFP just in case. Oct. 2014 more testing just because, thyroid and autoimmune panels = normal. Diagnostic U/S = no abnormalities. Will keep trying for 3-6 more months, doctor still optimistic!
BFP #3 December 11, 2014! Beta #1 14DPO = 122.4 Beta #2 17DPO = 296.8 Please stick little one and be our Rainbow!
Perfect little heartbeat of 156 seen 1/7/15
***Everybody Welcomed***
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Dear ? Was thinking of you!!
How are you doing?
My Ovulation Chart
Nt scan coming on feb 9... Things went so wrong last time with the ntd
So I'm hoping and praying baby's healthy
BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010
BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011
BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013
BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy. Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)
We love and miss you Timothy
BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014
DD: 10 (born August 2004)
Married 03/01/14
TTC#2
BFP: 05/17/2014 EDD: 1/25/15 MMC: 06/30/2014