Good Bye My Lovelies

rubysi · January 2015

This decision has not been made lightly. My love for all that have remains stays the same. I was trying to work both sides but it breaks my heart to be here. It is like trying to live with an ex because the rent is cheaper, it doesn't work. It is just a constant reminder of all that has transpired over the last week. I don't know what had actually occurred but I can see and feel the aftermath. There has been a great loss of knowledge and love. The people who helped me get through most of my darkest days with such compassion, they offered advice when I needed to hear it not what I wanted to hear,they may have been at times very protective of this group but I always felt safe, no longer feel safe. Now their discomfort here has left us without our strong community. I didn't fall in love with the bump, it was the awesome community that has moved on to "the dark side". I thought I would stay and help rebuild but there are so few. I will most likely lurk from time to time but this is really my good bye.

@PetraStonegirl‌ Thank you so much for all that you do. You have been a great comfort. I wish things were different.