August 2015 Moms
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Fuck. I guess this is goodbye.

I had my follow up ultrasound today and the gestational sac only grew by 3 days and there is still no fetal pole. I opted for Cytotec so I don't have to potentially wait weeks for a NMC. And I don't want a third D&C in a year because of the potential for scarring. This is my third loss. My doctor gave me a referral to a RE for repeat loss testing. Hopefully we can get some answers.

I'll be lurking and wishing everyone the best.

Me: 34; DH: 38; SD: 9
TTC #1 since November 2013

BFP #1: 2/4/14--EDD 10/14/14--CP 2/8/14

BFP #2: 3/1/14--EDD 11/15/14--MMC at 12w6d (baby stopped developing at 11w4d)
D&C 5/13/14; Retained Tissue Found: Cytotec 5/30/14; 2nd D&C 6/20/14

BFP #3: 12/13/14--EDD 8/27/15--MMC at 7 weeks (no fetal pole and measuring 1 1/2 weeks behind)--Cytotec 1/9/15

January 2015: Off to RE for RPL testing

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    I'm so sorry. Take care of yourself.
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    I'm sorry for your loss. How far along were you?
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    I am so sorry for your loss
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    I'm so sorry I hope you get some answers.

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    BFP #4 Miscarriage 6 wks

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    I'm so sorry :(
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    So sorry. I hope your RE can give you answers
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    I am so, so sorry you're going through this. ((hugs))

    Best of luck as you move forward with the RE.


     

    TTC since July 2012 
    BFP 5/22/13. Lap. to remove ectopic and dx with endo. 6/16/13

    RE consult: June 2014

    DX: FVL, endo, hypothyroidism, blocked left tube

    Oct. 2014: First treatment cycle: Clomid+trigger+IUI=BFN

    November 2014: Clomid+trigger+IUI again=BFP!

    BFP 11/28/14 MC discovered 1/14/15

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    I'm so sorry for your loss.
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    Very sorry for your loss.
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    I am so so sorry.
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    I'm so very sorry.
    Married the love of my life: 11/12/2009
    1st BFP ever : 11/19/2014
    1/9/2015 our miracle baby was welcomed in heaven.
    BFP #2 : 4/21/2015
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    I'm so sorry for all your losses. I hope you find answers at the RE.
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    So sorry for your loss.  Hopefully the RE will help.

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    I am sorry for your loss. Best of luck in the future.

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    So very sorry for your loss . I hope the RE gives you some answers . Best wishes .

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    I'm so very sorry for all of your losses.  I hope that the RE is able to find some answers and give you some peace of mind.
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    Shit. I'm so so sorry. I'll definitely miss you around here. I really hope that you can get some answers from your RE. ((hugs))



    TTC #1 since 11/2012
    Me-31, H-27
    **Loss 1-Cycle 7(June 2013) at 5w6d-CP**Loss 2-Cycle 11(October 2013) at 5w4d-CP**
    **Loss 3-Cycle 14 (January-February 2014)-M/C dx 2/10, EP dx 2/24, MTX 2/25**
    Beta Hell--hCG finally down to 0 - 6/20/14
    SA normal. Genetic testing normal. Hormonal testing normal.
    HSG 6/30/14 - found blocked left tube and 2 'bubbles' on uterine wall.
    Hysteroscopy/Lap--8/4/14 - Tubes unblocked. Polyps removed from uterine wall. Septum removed.
     9/30/14--Off the bench! Unmedicated TI through December 2014
    BFP 12/14/14!!! Beta #1, 12/16: 990 Beta #2, 12/18: Over 2000! Beta #3, 12/22: over 8000!
     U/S #1, 12/23: gestational sac, possible heartbeat
    U/S #2, 12/30: HEARTBEAT! 128bpm, measuring right on at 7w EDD: 8/19/2015
    U/S #3, 1/9: BPM in the 180s, IT'S HAPPENING!!!
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    I'm so so sorry. :(

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    I'm so sorry.

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    Me- 35, mild hypothyroidism

    DH- 29, low count due to a chromosomal abnormality, only option is IVF/ICSI with PGD.

    Married 5/13

    TTC since 8/13

    IVF/ICSI #1 ER 9/14 - 14R, 6M, 6F, 5 blasts off to PGD- 1 normal female, 2 balanced males

    FET 12/8 of 2 frosties - 1 male/1 female - stick babies stick! 

    Beta #1 10dp5dt 444! Beta #2 14dp5dt 2,340!  U/S 1/5-- TWINS!!!  EDD 8/26/15

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    Keeping you in my T&Ps. Sooo sorry :(
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    I'm so sorry.
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    I am so sorry for your loss.

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    So sorry! Fx that u get something figured out! Sending awkward Internet hugs!
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    I'm so sorry for your loss.
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    So sorry for your loss.
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    I'm so sorry for your loss ((hugs))
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    I'm so very sorry -- really hope the RE is able to provide some answers.
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    I'm so very sorry ((hugs))

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    BFP #1: 6/25/09 EDD 2/13/10 @ 6 weeks- Saw HB @ 9 weeks - DS born 2/11/10 (39w5d)
    BFP #2: 2/20/13 EDD 11/4/13 - Saw HB 3/19/13 (7w2d) - MMC discovered 4/13/13 (10w5d) - Est. loss @ 9w3d - D&C 4/14/13
    BFP #3: 12/19/13 (4 w1d) EDD 8/27/14 - 1/1/14 discovered it was ectopic/ tube had burst/ had surgery to remove tube (@ 6 weeks)
    BFP #4: 9/10/14 (3w6d) EDD 5/21/15 - natural MC 9/23/14 @ 5w5d
    BFP #5: 11/23/14 (3w3d) EDD 8/4/15 - Please be our Rainbow!
     

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    I am so sorry for your loss
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    Oh I'm so sorry. I hope you get answers.
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    So sorry for your loss.
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    I am so very sorry for your loss, take care.
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    I'm so sorry. Take care of yourself.

    TTC since Sept. 2013
    09/14: New anterior 3cm Fibroid on U/S, no change in size 11/14
    10/14: SA normal
    12/14: next RE appointment - cancelled due to BFP
    BFP on 11/21/14, EDD 08/03/15



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    So very sorry for your loss
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    I'm so sorry for your loss.
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    I'm sorry.

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    Raelynn I'm so sorry for your loss. I really hope you find answers with the RE! Take care of yourself. You'll be missed. :(
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    Aww no, Raelynn. I'm so very sorry! FX the RE will be able to help you get some answers. Please take care. Many hugs for you.
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    Married: 04/25/14
    TTC #1 Since September 2014
    BFP 12.13.14 -- EDD 08.28.15

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    I'm so sorry. I hope you have answers soon.
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    I'm so sorry for your loss!  Sending thoughts and prayers.
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