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Relaxed for the 1st time in a year...diary entry

So this cycle is the first one in over a year where I wasn't temping, charting, peeing on OPKS or demanding DH DTD with me during my FW and I feel AWESOME!! I feel so much less stressed and just genuinely happier. All the pressure of TTC has gotten to me and I didn't know how bad it was until I took this break. DH and haven't even been bickering or being short with each other and I truly think it's because of this break we needed. I feel more positive and more hope about getting KU in 2015 than I have in months. And although I realize it's not going to be easy or cheap and we probably have a long road ahead with all of our testing I'm feeling more than okay about it...dare I say I'm feeling good about it!

Thanks for letting me get all of this out and share my feelings!

ME: 35 DH: 39

Married July 2011

DD Born 8/12

TTC #2 since 11/13

ME: Submucosal Fibroid Surgery Date APRIL 14th 2015 -Left Tube is blocked by Fibroid~Surgeon removed 26 Fibroids from my Ute and Unblocked my Tube

DH:Azoospermia...Thank God we have 12 vials of frozen swimmers

July 15-Check to see if Ute is all healed

IUI #1 8/3/15...BFN

IUI #2 9/5/15...BFP on 9/17/15

Beta #1-344

Beta #2-809

Beta #3 8,390

1st u/s 8/8/15 1 bean HB 135 @ 6w5d



Re: Relaxed for the 1st time in a year...diary entry

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    That's good that a break helped relived some of the stress. It really is a lot to handle. Good luck in 2015!
    Me-30     DH-28
    BFP #1-EDD 04/06/2001, DS born 04/02/2001
    BFP #2-EDD 08/12/2006, DD born 08/19/2006
    TTC #3 since 6/12
    BFP #3-M/C in August 2012 at 6 weeks
    BFP #4-M/C in January 2013 at 9 weeks
    11/14-blood work, ultrasound, and DH SA all normal
    12/14-1st cycle of Clomid; BFN
    1/15-2nd cycle of Clomid
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    That's great! I took a break from temping once (thought I couldn't make myself stop peeing on sticks or checking CM) and that's the cycle I got KU'd with Baby Boots. Breaks are nice. :-) 
    **Warning: Losses and living child mentioned**
    BFP#1 1/31/12, EDD 10/6/12 Harrison Gray born sleeping @ 18w6d. You changed our lives little guy.
    BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
    BFP#3 EDD 12/21/13, Baby Boots born 11/23/13 My rainbow baby!
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    I too, took a bit of a break and feel oddly at peace , again. I think that the anxiety, stress, and disappointment of TTC for me are mostly linked to my need to be in control of things... like my own damn body!
    BFP 2/14/14, m/c 4/14/14 at 12 wks
    BFP 12/24/11 happy and healthy baby boy!
    BFP 11/23/11, m/c 11/25/11 at 4 wks
    BFP 7/10/09, m/c 7/23/09 at 6 wks

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