Had a early miscarriage (5 weeks) today. This is my second MC, first was 3 yrs ago (11 weeks) and then had a beautiful rainbow baby.
I am struggling because no one else seems sad. My husband, mother, sister, MIL just seem totally unaffected. No one called me to check on me and when I started MC at work H actually asked if he needed to leave work too. My OB told me to go to the ER and H was like, well... Do you want to go?
Not once did he take charge today, then at ER, keeps talking about how hungry he is. I just don't get it. I am so damn sorry you are hungry, while I am over here losing our baby. How inconsiderate of me!
I feel like last time I was aloud to be sad but this time no one understands why I am so upset.
I feel incredibly alone, anyone else struggling with this? Am I over reacting because I am emotional?
Praying this is our take home baby. STICK TURKEY
Mommy will miss you everyday my beautiful angel. We love you
M/C on 1/05/11 at 11 weeks.