Hello all. I guess it's about time I intro myself. My husband and I had two back to back losses this year in the summer and ealry fall. Then we sort of took a break for a couple of months. This cycle we decided to start trying again. So I'm pretty sure I ovulated this weekend and have been dtd a lot this week. I don't chart for many reasons. I'm not sure what to say other than hello and here is my story. I guess the one thing I am struggling with is I have three friends and a sister in law who are all pregnant. The sister in law tricked her husband ( my husbands brother) into getting pregnant. He told my husband just weeks before we found out they were already pregnant that he did not want another child. Ugh!!!! Also my three friends are all pregnant "by accident"... Um what do you think happens when you don't use protection. They also already have one to three kids of their own. Ugh! I was also diagnosed with endometriosis this year a well. Ugh again! I am happy for my three friends because all three are some of the best moms I know. I just want to join their mommy club too. I will say one thing. Now that I have had two losses I can honesty say that I will appreciate my someday rainbow baby more than I think I would have. With that being said I'm in the dreaded TWW and ugh again. Thanks for listening and I hope I can also support you all as well.
Re: Intro ..... Finally
Married: 9/25/10
TTC # 1 since 5/2013
BFP # 1: 2/7/14, mmc 3/12/14, D&C 3/19/14
Boy, Trisomy 13, Karyotyping and Genetic Testing all normal
Hysteroscopy and D&C 6/2/14, retained tissue
Off the bench 7/14
BFP # 2: 10/3/14, Blighted ovum, D&C 11/12/14
Girl, no chromosomal abnormalities detected
RPL Testing: Pre-diabetic, ANA+
"I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) I am never without it." - e.e. cummings
We hope that this is your cycle and your stay here is short. Should you be fortunate enough to get a + in the 2 weeks please intro over at PGAL. Otherwise we are happy to offer mutual support for as long as you need to be here.
My Ovulation Chart