hi everyone. I'm back. I left 11/11 when I got my BFP. I didn't mention then because I know although we all want each other to leave this forum, it's hard to watch others leave and not us too. Anyway, after a week of terrible times, we lost baby at 9 weeks. This was my first pregnancy, and so my first loss. My emotions are all over the place. I need to cry and ask questions and talk about my experience while I was pregnant for those frightening 5 weeks... But first I'd like to say hi, and that after sampling 2 boards while pregnant, it scared me to see that there are some tough cookies out there on these forums. I didn't experience anything personally, but just reading through questions and answers, YIKES!!
Anyway, I wish everyone a happy holiday season. I'll come back soon to read through what you've all been up to.
Love and peace!
Meghan
TTC #1
38 years old
1st BFP 11/11/14 (EDD 7/24/14)
1st loss 12/22/14
Off Loestrin FE 24 since 6/9/14
Irregular, short LP, low progesterone
Diagnosed with PCOS Feb 2015
Started IVF April 2014
1st retrieval May 2015 - 30 retrieved, 29 fertilized, 1 normal
2nd retrieval June 2015 - 27 retrieved, 22 fertiziled, 1 normal
Implantation date August 12, 2015
BFP 8/24/2015
Re: I'm back (warning, loss)
Married April 13, 2013
ALL WELCOME
We are here for all your venting/question needs. Unfortunately many of us have suffered losses so we understand, at least I do.
I hate to have to welcome you back but I'm glad you are here if it will help you get through this difficult time.
Join in whenever you feel comfortable. I know I took a step back after my losses.
Hugs to you.
Me:39, DH:40
DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04
TTC#3
NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13
Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks
CP 2/14
All welcome
This is a really supportive group. I'm irritated irl with bfps sometimes, but I'm always excited to see someone in here get one after knowing all they've been through. It gives me hope.
My Ovulation Chart
My Ovulation Chart
I hope you find the support here as I have. Wonderful group of ladies!
*hugs*
Me: 41, DH: 45
DD, 6/15/2013
TTC #2 beginning January 2014
AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11
July 2014: IUI #1. Follistim + Pregnyl. 2 follicles--BFN
September 2014: IUI #2. Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone. 4(?) follicles--BFN
October 2014: IUI #3. More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone. 4 follicles--BFP! Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158. M/C 11/1/14
December 2014: IVF #1. Microdose Lupron protocol. 9R, 9M, 9F. 3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
August 2015: IVF #3. 14R, 13M, 11F. Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing. 3 normals. FET planned for 10/2015.
My Ovulation Chart
BFP- 10-16-14 EDD 6/13/15: MC 12-1-14
TTC #1 with IUI and donor sperm
First IUI May, 2014, Clomid + Trigger = BFN
Second IUI July, 2014, Clomid + Trigger = BFN
Third IUI Dec, 2014, Femara + Follistim + Trigger = BFN
Fourth IUI Feb 2015, Femara + Follistim + Trigger = C/P
I'm very sorry for your loss. I hope you find the comfort and support you need here.
Take care of yourself.
Me(38)PCOS/Hypothyroid DH(43)Low T/ED
MMC at 10 weeks 03/2011 DD born 01/2012 TTC #2 since 04/2014
BFP 8/26/2016
"It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness." - Eleanor Roosevelt