Feeling so ashamed. I have wanted a girl literally my WHOLE life. I have 5 brothers, 11 uncles, and even 2 male dogs. The first time I asked my mom for a baby sister I was 4. I just crave a little more estrogen around. I absolutely adore my son and to be honest was around little sad when I found out he was a boy. I have obviously long since gotten over the fact the he is all boy, but I really held on to the fact that maybe our 2nd and last child would be and girl. Nay. At my almost 13 week ultrasound the tech thought it was another boy based on the nub theory (from which I understand is very acurate). I am so nervous for the 20 week u/s. I am still holding on to hope that the first tech was wrong even though I feel I will be devastated if a boy is confirmed. I feel ashamed and guilty. Even worse my husband was wanting a sweet little girl too and he does not seem nearly as excited... making me even a little more depressed. Feeling devastated and ashamed.